My whole life
ive thought that life itself was going to be a breeze, i thought that i would be finished school in a flash, i thought that everything would be so easy, i thought id have boyfriends, and then get married and live happily ever after, like in all the fairy tales.
But then reality set in, I just about made it through primary school, then came high school, on my first year i managed to find at least 3 good friends, i thought it was easy, second year dragged through after that, then third and fourth year, it felt like forever, now im sitting here in my fith year of high school, with hardly anyone to even think of classing as a friend, never mind a 'best' friend
"we will be friends forever!" BULLSH*T.
they'll stab you in the back and they'll use you, they'll talk about you and treat you like a piece of sh*t.
you know? i always thought that id do something with myself, but guess what, i give up. i dont want to be anything, as much as id love to save millions, i just want to travel i want to leave here, i want to find someone and i want to run away with them. i just want all of this to stop, i want everyone to stop going on and on and on about how important school is, i know its the most important thing ever...but i just want it all to go away.
"with an attitude like that your not going to go far in life"
i dont want to get qualifications, i dont want to be stuck in a dead end job, where im depressed out of my mind 24/7 .. i want to be happy, with or without money, this whole f*cking quote makes no sense and i dont care, f*cking yolo i hate school and every single worthless person in it. i wont know any of them in 10 years i wont even remember their names. so why am i getting so caught up with all of this? why does every little detail of life p*ss me off all the time? why cant i just be left alone, why cant everything just be free? why do i need a job? why do i need to be successful, its not like anyone actually cares. im stupid and that will never change.
read it if you wanna
if you dont..idgaf
bye