Have you ever..
Cried in the shower, so you can't see your own tears?
Laid on your bed at night and just cried?
Waited till everyone was asleep,
So you could soak your pillow with all the pain?
Cried because you're ugly.
Or because you're not good enough.
You counted all your flaws from head to toe..
To punish and make yourself feel worse?
Cried because the comments people blurt out,
actually hurt your feelings?
You bottle your feelings up,
Then let them all out so no one can see.
Cried because your family is broken,
But you're just a kid who can't do sh*t about it.
They tell you to stop complaining.
You don't want to be a burden, so you bottle it all up.
Around people, you're the happiest ray of sunshine.
But nobody knows, that at night when you're alone,
You drop the fake smile.
You break down.
You whisper to yourself, "I can't so this anymore"..
& just cry.
bizzlebelles, part minee