Sophie and Alex we're best friends. Sophie was a girl, Alex was a boy. Sophie andAlex didnt care if people thought they were going out. secretly Sophie wished Alex would ask her out, she thought it was going to happen. Alex was the most popular boy in their school when they went to High School. He was the cute "emo" guy who every girl loved. Sophie didn't think much of it. She thought he'd turn to her for a date. Alex was the only guy she cared about. She rejected everyone who asked her out. One day, Alex got asked out by a girl who fitted his personality. He excitdly said "yes" and told sophie what had happened. Sophie was shocked. A completely different girl to her. She stuttered "Okay". Alex was happier than ever, and it depressed Sophie seeing that all this was happening. She had to watch them hold hands, hug...But it all got too much when they kissed. Sophie was shocked, she couldn't sleep and cried all day and night. She scived school. Sophie wanted to see his face, but she couldn't bear to see his girlfriends. What could she do ? She stayed on MSN all dayfor him. He sometimes came on. The last wirds he said before they got off was I love You more than her BYexx. Sophie was tough by the last words he said, She decided to go to school again. When she got there, Alex ran over to her and hugged her. While his girlfriend wasen't there. Alex was still going out with his girlfriend, but Sophie accepted. She knew it would come to an end. Well, she hoped.. and he did too. Alex and Sophie grew stronger together, and Alex and his girlfriend grew apart. As the long summer days went past. Sophie looked through the albums of photographs of them together. She missed those days alot. She stroked the picture of him hugging her, his and her eyes sparkling with love. She knew she had to cope through this situation. She has to win him back beauce otherwise she would be stuck with no one. She had thought about suicide before. But she passed that over. She wrote in her diary everyday what happened, she couldnt talk to anyone about this. She couldn't see why Alex hadn't dumped his girlfriend yet. The next day at school, Alex was having time with his girlfriend. She couldn't cope. She ordered Alex's favorite food from the cafeteria, vegetarian lasangne and chips. Through she didn't feel like eating it. She took her food and locked herself on one of the toilets, crying. She ate scraps of the food. When she had finished, she scrambled through her bag for her pencase. She got out a thick ,black pen and graffited on the walls beside her, She wrote things like," your not going to live" and "please let the ones who want to die, die!" She cried into her hands and smudged all of the graffitti to show her emotion. 3 months later, Sophie was barely holding on. He was still going out with the girl. One day, her head teacher called her into her office. "sophie . We can see what's happening to you. Your so thin and you seem to be lonely. What's happened to Alex?" As soon as she heard the name Alex ,she cried,tears streaming. " He doesn't love me. He said he did, but he doesn't!" she cried. "Don't worry, you will find someone some day." The head teacher said ,rubbing her back. " So what exactly happened?" The head teacher asked soothingly. After an hour of explaining, the head teacher knew what to do. She called her parents to pick her up and take her home to have a rest from Alex. Sophie knew it wasn't going to work. There were so many things that reminded her of Alex. Alex came over one afternoon. He was crying too. " Babe, I don't know what I've done!" He said holding her tight against him. " I should have never done this!" His eyeliner was running. "what shall I do?"he asked, whispering. " i don't care, I don't think I"ll live long enough." Sophie answered ,weakly. Alex looked in her eyes. He could see her weakness.He could see he was going to be a murderer. Unless he changed one thing. he rang his girlfriend immediately. "I'ts over !" he screamed into the phone. "I'm a destroyer! I should have said no to you." "why honey...is it " his girlfriend paused. She knew what he meant. She understood. He quickly ended the call. And looked at Sophie. "Yes." he said , pulling her into him. They kissed passionately, Sophie was so happy. And so was he. "Thank you." he said after the first dose. They made out more and Sophie leaned onto his chest and he fell backwards on her bed. They cuddled, he wrapped his foot around hers,and then they stopped after awhile." I love you." he said smiling.