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S hes standing on a line

between giving up and seeing how much more she can take.

Hello, my Name's Tara Nicole. I'm 14 years old. I was brought into this world on July 14th and it's been an adventure ever since. I've met people along the way that had stuck by me ever since, those people are my best friends. I moved around a lot, but ended up livining New Jersey each time,
I HATE when people correct me on like spelling and stuff, like it's a huge pet peeve. Like really? atleast I don't type l!kkkk3333 ttthh!!!!sss<333. So please don'y correct me.
I have a boyfriend of 6 monthes. June 19th was probably the best day of my life, We were best friends for almost over two years now, we tried dating before but we both weren't ready This time, I have never been happier with someone.
He's funny, smart, adorable, and always there for me. I would never ask for anything better, because in my eyes he is the best.<3
I hate sluts.XD so off topic but they really jsut bug me. I mean I get they're misunderstood, like they don't get enough attention at home so they get the attention from the guys.

Love got harder when Sex got easier;

I totally agree with that, but sometimes you have to find that one guy, I know every single girl has said "all guys are the same" . I used to believe that but then I was showed differently.

" mean, of course I’ve changed, I’m not going to be the same 15 year-old kid that most of them discovered on YouTube, I’ve grown up and my real fans will understand that. But I respect their decision if they go and I love them if they stay with me. If I could, I would hug each one of my beliebers, one by one, the ones who didn’t stay and the ones that are still with me, supporting me. I just want them to know that I love them… I love them so much. And I don’t say this because of publicity, I just feel like I truly love them, like they have become a really important part of my family and I apologize if I have ever hurt them, I’m a person and I make mistakes. Everything I ask for is: the ones that are still with me, stay with me, because if I ever lose them, I’m going to lose everything. I don’t care about the fame, what I care about is if I lose my real beliebers, I’m not going to be able to have them back by my side. I promised them something and they know about it. Everything I have achieved is just because of them, because of their unconditional support, they are the ones who made me into the person that I am today and you can’t even imagine how thankful to them I’m for that. Please, don’t take my Beliebers away from me, that’s everything I’m asking for. Please, stay with me."

I'm a Belieber and I always will be. No matter the rumors, no matter the haters I'll always love him. I am completely jealous of Selena Gomez, she has the best guy I swear. I hope that he stops getting so much hate and people will finally believe that he's not only a hotty with a body but a boy just living his dream.<33

I wrote this long thing for probably no reason since no one probably took the time out to read it. but this is my about me so i'm going to write a lot.

I've been through so much, just like every normal teenage girl. I grew up with a family of 1 sister and 3 brothers. I had two more younger brothers but they died (r.i.p tyler and taylor.) My older brother is a drug addict and he's been in and out of my life. My older sister lives over 3 hours away and is bipolar so we don't see her as much as I'd like to. My brother mikey is only 45 minutes away but he;s never really around. and My older brotehr Josh he's 17, he's too wound up in his girlfriend to care about anyone else. My mom, we let's just say it's been over a year since I've hugged my mom. And it's not the fact that she doesn't live with us, she does, I see her every single day. She just...doesn't like me. And my dad. honestly he's the only one in this family who is always there.

I resortt to music to escape from society. I don't fit in but I'm not a complete outcast. I have some 'popular' friends but I don't trust them because I watched each of there stab my their other friends right in the back.

I have 5 nephews and 2 nieces . They keep me going each day.
Especially my one nephew Blane, he's 6. He was born without an esophagus (part of your throat, basically the main part) so he has to get a new tube everyonce in a while. He's missed so many days of school he has to repeat kindergarden, which causes him to loose all his friends. He's 6 and the doctors already diagnosed him with depression. How much pain do you think he's in?at 6 years old already contemplating suicide? sounds unrealistic? it's completely true. He's my little fighter, love you Blane Michael<3

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March 2, 2012 8:26pm UTC

A cut a day,
Keeps reality away...

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January 28, 2012 6:10pm UTC

I'm starting to get the feeling that it's just not meant to be...

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December 25, 2011 8:42am UTC

if you follow me
I promise to write on your wall something that should make you smile(:

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November 17, 2011 10:49am UTC

Note to self,
never date an actor, ever again, because he can lie right to your face, and trust me you'll believe every word.

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November 16, 2011 3:53pm UTC

&I can' t brea t he without you
Chapter 5
He grabbed me and hugged me tightly,"Taylor, It's not your fault."
My eyes started tearing up.
"I really didn't want to hurt you, that was the last thing I wanted to do. I just felt like I put out more than you gave...I was being selfish."
"it was what you wanted. you weren't being selfish. You just didn't want to get hurt."
"but I lost the best thing in my life"
Tears came flowing out. I loved him. But if he already left me, what would stop him from leaving once again? My heart got heavy in my chest.
"Ryan...we can't do this."
I saw his heart break in his eyes.
Ryan's p.o.v
I could feel my heart break. I lost her. I really did.
Tears began to swell up in my eyes. her mouth opened,"I'm so sorry."
"Don't be." I picked up my jacket that I dropped.
She looked at me and I saw tears filling.
She hugged me, I walked out the door.
I looked back before I took my last step out of her house, she was sitting at the top of the stares with a lost look on her face. God, She was beautiful. I really messed up.
I could feel tears falling onto my warm cheeks.
There was one last thing I had to do before I went home.
*Sorry, this is a short chapter*

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November 13, 2011 5:08pm UTC

&I can' t brea t he without you
Chapter 4
I quickly walked down the hallway. As I was passing Matt I took a quick glance and in that glance I saw him staring at me with that same devious smile. My heart was still pounding. I walked into my first period class.
"taylor!" Des said running up to me.
"Did you see what Ryan did!?!"
"yeah.."
"did you tell him what happened?"
"He saw...so I had to."
She grabbed me and gave me a hug.
**
I rushed out of school so I wouldn't have the chance to run into Matthew. I heard a car slowing down behind me, but I didn't want to look back. Soon the car was right behind me, it started speeding up. It flew past me tossing a drink out the window. It was a blue slushie.
"Have your boyfriend come after me again and see what happens!"
I heard matthew scream out the window.
It seeped into my white shirt. My eyes filled with tears. I just kept walking. I mummbled to myself, "He's not my boyfriend."
I walked nto my house, my mom immediately asked what happpened. Before I oculd answer I burst into tears and ran upstairs. My mom was never the kind of mom to get into my business so she just stayed down stairs. I changed out of my shirt and just got into the shower.
**
I sat on my bed with my smeared make up,messy bun and pajamas.
I heard someone knock on my bedroom door. I flinched at the thought of it being Matthew.
"hello?" I called nervious of the response.
"Hey Tay, It's Ryan."
"You can come in" I sigh in relief.
He looked me in the eyes, he had a black eye.
"what happened to you?"
"Matt and his friends jumped me."
"I'm so sorry!"

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November 13, 2011 3:51pm UTC

&I can' t brea t he without you
Chapter 3
I pushed open the door of my hallway, I walked up to my locker. I saw Matthew standing down the hallway as I walked in he looked over, I quickly looked away. I looked at my locker. Ryan was standing there.
Before I could even open my mouth he opened his,"Taylor..I just want to make sur-"
I cut him off,"Move, I need to get to my locker."
He moved a little to the left. I started putting my combination in.
"....Taylor what's on your arm?"
I didn't notice my sleeves were rolled up, It's just a bad habit.
"oh" I said rolling down my sleeves,"it's nothing."
"You want to tell me that's nothing!?!"
"SHH!" I said, people were starting to stare.
"who did this?" he said with his voice whispering.
i grabbed is arm and pulled him into the staircase.
"it was Matthew.."I said shaking.
"WHAT!?!? WHY THE HELL DID HE DO THAT?"
"he said I deserved it."
He angrily looked at the wall and started heading for the door leading to thehallway. I tried to stop him,
"RYAN PLEASE! NO!"
"He's not going to hurt you. Never. I should've been there."
I held his arm tighter trying to anchor him down.
"Taylor let go."
he went walking down the hallway.
I saw him grab Matthew's shirt and him raise his fist.
Matthew's mouth was bleeding," I don't want you to ever touch her, talk to her, even look at her again." Ryan tried assuring Matthew.
He let go of Matthews shirt and walked down the hallway.

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November 13, 2011 3:41pm UTC

&I can' t brea t he without you
Chapter 2
I tried to push the guy off of me, but he pushed me to the ground. I couldn't tell who it was. The guys hood fell down...It was Matthew.
"Hi Taylor" He said with a devious grin.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING MATT?!"i screamed at him.
" What the hell am I doing?" he said laughing."I'm getting what I deserve, and giving you what you deserve. He picked me up and leaned me up against a tree and started kissing me, I smacked him across the face, but that didn't stop him, he just slapped me back. He covered my mouth so I couldn't scream and he tried to losen the button on my pants. I kept trying to kick him but he wouldn't let go of me.
I saw someone walking by,they quickly looked over.
I saw the figure come running up to Matthew. It was Des.
"GET THE HELL OFF HER!"
My heart was pounding like a drum in my chest. I tried to run over to her.
Before I could Matthew hit me to the ground. Des ran over to me to make sure that I was okay, Matthew ran off.
"Des, How'd you find me?"
"Well, you didn't pick up your phone, your parents said you weren't home, I got worried and walked the way you ussually walk home, You're bruised up Tay.."
"I'll be fine, Please don't tell anyone,I don't want things to get way out of hand."
"but Tay..."
"Please Des, I can't let anyone know...you have to promise."
"You are so lucky I'm you're best friend, promise."
She grabbed my hand helping me up. I was in pain, lots of pain.
"Des, Maybe no sleepover tonight?"
"Yeah, you need some rest, Text me if you need me."
"I will" as I said walking into my house.
**
I woke up, i threw on a long sleeved shirt, I had to cover up the bruises for school.
I walked to my mom's car as she dropped me off at school. It was my junior year. Still a living hell.

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November 13, 2011 3:20pm UTC

&I can' t brea t he without you
Chapter 1
*I looked at him standing there with tears filling his eyes,maybe this good-bye was hurting him as much as it was hurting me.
"Taylor, You KNOW I love you, I always will,but If we both feel like this it won't work out, I want to keep trying,I never ever wanted to give up,but it's...it's not working."
I felt warm tears rolling from my cheeks. He hugged me,I could feel that there was tears falling from his eyes also.
"I'm so sorry Taylor,I really am."
I let go and started walking away. He used to grab my arm and stop me,
this time, he let me walk.*
My eyes were over flowing as I was walking away, those irraplacable monthes went flashing through my mind.
I turned around,"good-bye ryan".
He did a slight wave with his right hand and his left in his pocket.
I could feel my throat choking, I was trying not to cry. It's killing me to see this whole time just go out the window. I didn't want to go home, I needed a walk to think about things.
I sat down on a bench, the sun just set, it was getting darker as the moments passed by. My phone started vibrating it was my Des,"Hello.." I said with my voice shaking.
"Tay, What's wrong?"
"...He broke up with me"
"YOU'RE KIDDING ME RIGHT!?!"
"i wish" I said as my voice started choking.
"but you guys...were in love.."
"I thought we were too."
"Taylor, come over, we can have a girls night"
"let me go home first, I'll text you when I'm on my way?"
"alright, see you soon!"
I picked up my bag and walked towards my house.
I felt arms wrap around my waist, I turned around smiling. My heart was restless at the fact that Ryan came back..It wasn't ryan..

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November 13, 2011 10:45am UTC

He sa i d forever&always
Chapter 7
He looked at me and smiled,
"I'm most deffinately in love with her."
My face turned bright red as my mom smiled and walked inside.
"Taylor, I love you, I know it's soon...but there's something amazing between us. I think anyone who has ever seen us together sees it. You're everything that I have ever wanted."
"Ryan, I love you too, This just hapened way to fast, But I think I'm ready..."
I could see that he just wanted to grab me and squeeze me but I looked to comfortable with my head reasting on his shoulder.
**
**Author's P.O.V***
Weeks passed by, with each day passing they fell more and more in love. They spent almost every spare second together.
Sooner or later the summer came, Things began feeling absolutely perfect.
4 monthes passed by, they still loved eachother.
*SORRY THIS IS SUCH A SHORT CHAPTER! but I'm starting a sequel, it's just when the story goes into the future. I'm starting it as soon as this one's posted.*

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November 10, 2011 10:37am UTC

He sa i d forever&always
Chapter 6
I hurried up and hung up. I could feel my face turning bright red. I quickly searched for my bag.
It wasn't here. I kept thinking of where it could be...I dropped it...he must've picked it up.
I heard someone at my door.
I walked down the steps and opened the door, I saw him standing outside my door soaking wet with my bag in his hand. I walked outside and shut the door behind me.
"way to go reading my personal life." I said grabbing my bag.
"I don't see why you hate me so much. I saw the way you looked at me when we kissed. you can't say it didn't make your hert skip beats!" his voice started raising.
He was right, I don't know why I hate him. I just do, no i don't exactly hate him. No change that...I just don't exactly like him.
"I don't hate you...I just...I think I'm falling in-love with you...way to fast..I'm just so scared of being hurt..." I said with tears overflowing my eyes.
"Taylor," he said wrapping his arms around my waist,"I know we barely know eachother but I've loved you from the first second I saw you. I will NEVER hurt you. I will NEVER leave you. I want you. So badly.."
"People have always promised me that, but none have them yet have been able to keep it...why should I trust you it's not like you're any different," My vioce said getting louder,"I'm not willing to get hur-"
before I could finish he kissed me.
I looked up, he wiped the tears that were streaming from my face and kissed me again.
I motioned him to sit down on the swing I had on my front porch. He walked over with my hand in his.
We sat close and he just kept going on about what he loved about me as soon as her laid eyes on me.
I could feel my heart fixing itself right there in that moment.
I closed my eyes and leaned my head on his shoulder.
I couldn't help but think about how perfect this was. He picked up my chin and gave me a soft kiss.
My mom came walking out, We both quickly looked at her.
She smiled,"And you told me he wasn't in love with you"

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November 9, 2011 9:05pm UTC

He sa i d forever&always
Chapter 5
I hurried up and tried to turn around and tell them that I couldn't make it, but before I could make it out of their sight Desiree called me,"TAYYYLOOOR!"
She was always the loud type.
I akwardly smiled and turned around.Ryan looked at me,his smile grew wider as I walked closer.
They started walking in,he held the door for me,I gave him a smile smile and said thanks.
I walked straight to the poetry section, pulled out a book of poems that teen girls wrote.
"So it looks like we did meet again?" he said with a smile from ear to ear.
"looks like we did." I wasn't as excited as he was,I mean he basically ruined my relationship.
"Look, I know I ruined things for you. But....I don't know...I've never felt like this about a girl before..never."
I blurted out a sarcastic laugh,"right? you expect me to believe that? how many girls have you said that to?" I picked up my bag and headed outside.
I pulled my hood over my head, it started drizzling. I walked towards my house. I felt hands grab my arm and spin me around. Ryan was looking straight into my blue eyes,as I was staring into his brown eyes. He leaned in a kissed my lips softly. We just stood there staring at eachother. We were both lost in the moment. I dropped my bag and just ran.
I wasn't exactly sure why, or where I was going, but I was too caught up.
**
My hair was soaked, every piece of me was.
"Tay, Where have you been? Des has been calling non-stop asking...she's worried, I got worried."
"I just needed a walk by myself. Just to think things over. Sorry."
"It's fine Hun, Oh and A guy named Ryan? I think that's what it was, he called. He said he'd appreciate if you;d call him back, he seems like a nice gentleman" She said smiling.
"Alright, I'll call him back"
**
I went through the recent calls list, I guess Desiree gave him my number.
The phone rang a couple times before he picked up.
"hello?"
"hi."
"oh, hey Taylor....I'm sorry"
"Don't be, we're just stupid, that was pointless."
"yeah, haha..it deffinately was..." He seemed unsure in his voice.
"yeah."
"well I guess since you're okay I'll let you go, night Taylor."
"good-night"
"oh, wait by the way, you're an amazing poet"

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November 8, 2011 4:41pm UTC

He sa i d forever&always
Chapter 4
I got home, hurried out the car and ran to my room,I needed to be away from society for a bit.
I got into pajama pants and a tank top,I grabbed my notebook and just started jotting down possible lines to a poem,When i get lost in this crazy world I just write it all out. I could feel tears slightly falling from my eyes and landing on my paper. I wasn't exactly sure if I was crying because I lost Matthew or if I'm just so confused. I think it was a bit of both.
I put my notebook down and cuddled into my blankets. Tonight was one of those nights where all you want to do it cry yourself to sleep.
**
I woke up,I could feel the dried up tears still on my face. I stood up and took my hair out of the messy bun and wiped my face. I took a deep breath and picked out my outfit. I put on a skirt and a sort of fancy skirt, grabbed my bookbag and walked out the door.
I kept asking myself why I was so upset,I was the one who wanted to end it with him, but it still hit my like a train.
I approached the high school, I looked at the kids piling in. I really hated this place, I'm a sophomore going on a junior and I still get judged. I walked through the doors went to my locker, grabbed my books and rushed to homeroom. We have a fourday week end which means today, wednesday, is a "friday". But there's only one week of school on top of that!Thank God.
**
Everyday I walked home alone, all my friends either played a sport,were in a club, lived a different way, I used to walk with matthew but...yeah. So Alone,I am. I got home, did my homework than I just sat on the computer.
My friend Desiree texted me,"Hey, want to hang out with me and Vince? his friend is coming too,I think you'd fall in love with him right away (;"
"oh des, haha sure, what time? where?"
"being a nerd like usual, we're all going to the library for a bit then probably going to walk the trails(: meet us at thelibray in a half an hour"
I went upstairs, I quickly curled my hair did my make up threw on my DC sweatshirt and some skinny jeans, I love looking nice but like a bum at the same time. I don't want him thinking I'm getting all dressed up for him. I mean he's a stranger.
**
I went walking up to the libray I saw des, Vince.....and the guy from the cafe'.

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November 8, 2011 11:40am UTC

7th - 12th grade love. ♥
Since you have read this, you will be told good news tonight.
If you don't repost this, your worst week starts now.

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November 8, 2011 11:38am UTC

He sa i d forever&always
Chapter 3
Tears swelled up my eyes,All I could see was a blur. This was it,this is where the story between mathew and I ended. All the memories went pouring through my mind. Maybe this was exactly what I needed.
I watched him walking,he was almost a shadow now,but I could still see a bit of him.
I turned around,I stood faicng the other way,I took a deep breath and walked towards the cafe' again. There was no way I was staying there,too many memories, i just needed to get my bag.
I saw the boy who sang to me sitting outfront of the cafe'. He was talking to a group of people, someone whispered to him and pointed to me and he looked over.
I quickly looked away. He came walking up to me with his beautiful brown eyes.
"Listen,I know I'm probably the last person you want to talk to. But I am so truly sorry. I didn't mean to-"
I cut him off,"It's fine." I said walking past him.
"I was just so amazed about how fast I fell in-love with a girl who I didn't even know her name.."
I turned around he was standing there smiling.
**
I walked inside and grabbed my bag,there were whispers and stares.
"okay,so can we start over? Hi my names Ryan,what's yours?" he smirked.
"My name is Taylor,Now please excuse me,my mom's on her way to pick me up." I nudged him out of my way.
My mom's car came pulling up.
As I was getting in he called,"Will I see you again?"
I shrugged.
**
"Taylor Darling,who's that young boy? I think he's in love with you"She said smiling.
"Mom! he deffinately isn't!"
"Honey,He had the same sparkle in his eyes as your father when we met."
in love with me?
He only knows my name?

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November 8, 2011 10:36am UTC

He sa i d forever&always
Chapter 2
I looked at him and he began singing,
"My eyes are no good, blind without her
The way she moves I never doubt her
When she talks she somehow creeps into my dreams
Shes a doll, a catch, a winner
Im in love and no beginner
Could ever grasp or understand just what she means
Baby, baby blue eyes
Stay with me by my side
til the morning, through the night
Well baby, stand here holding my sides"
I was uncontrolably blushing, Matt came walking in,seeing the guy singing that and me blushing like crazy. He took one step in,the one step out and began walking away.
I looked over watching him leave, I went after him.
I heard the music stop behind me.
"MATTHEW!" i screamed down the street.
He stopped,looked behind him and kept walking.
I took off my shoes and ran after him.
"please stop." I said with my voice shaking.
I understand that I don't think that this was meant to be,it doesn't stop me from loving him.
"why Taylor? You were looking at him the way you looked at me the day that we fell in-love. You want me to sit there and watch the girl of my dreams fall in-love with some random guitar player? Real typical huh?"
"Matt, I'm not the girl of your dreams..." I said really lowly,close to whispering.
"Are you kidding me? Taylor,I've loved you for so long now..I've dream of being with you."
"So that's exactly why you treat girls the same way you treat me? Aren't you supposed to treat the *girl of your dreams* like a princess? make her feel so loved?"
"Taylor, i do Love you..If you feel like this. It's not going to work."
"I know." I said.
I took of the promise ring he gave me and put it in his hand,hugged him then watched him walk away.

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November 8, 2011 10:24am UTC

He sa i d forever&always
Chapter 1
I looked at him standing there with tears filling his eyes,maybe this good-bye was hurting him as much as it was hurting me.
"Taylor, You KNOW I love you, I always will,but If we both feel like this it won't work out, I want to keep trying,I never ever wanted to give up,but it's...it's not working."
I felt warm tears rolling from my cheeks. He hugged me,I could feel that there was tears falling from his eyes also.
"I'm so sorry Taylor,I really am."
I let go and started walking away. He used to grab my arm and stop me,
this time, he let me walk.
*I'm going to make this note to the readers. From this point in the story It's going to be in past tense,it's going to say how they met, it'll be like this for most of the chapters,I'll eventually tell you when I switch*
I was wearing a baby blue dress with flats.It was a tuesday night, like usual going to the cafe' down town to watch their open mic night.
"Hey Taylor" My boyfriend Matt said as he hugged me.
I smiled and he kissed me.
We went inside I grabbed a table and we watched the people sing.
I would look over and matt would be smiling, it's hurting me.
He was perfect but I don't think it was meant to be between us,but I'm still trying my hardest.
i knew that there were better things in his life than me,he was too involved with the typical high school sports,girls,everything.
**
This boy wearing a plaid shirt with slightly ripped jeans,went up. His messy brown hair matched the brown in his eyes. He picked up the microphone,
"Hey guys! how are you all?"
the small crown clapped,a few answered.
He began singing "god gave me you" by Dave Barnes.
as that song ended,he began talking again,
"Alright, before I sing this next song, I want to dedicate it to this girl with amazing blue eyes sitting in this front table right here,she was with a boy but I think he's on the phone outside,but no pretty girl should be left alone,some guy could come along and steal her" he said smiling.
I looked around,i saw Matthew outside..on the phone.
I had blue eyes.

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