He sa i d forever&always
Chapter 4
I got home, hurried out the car and ran to my room,I needed to be away from society for a bit.
I got into pajama pants and a tank top,I grabbed my notebook and just started jotting down possible lines to a poem,When i get lost in this crazy world I just write it all out. I could feel tears slightly falling from my eyes and landing on my paper. I wasn't exactly sure if I was crying because I lost Matthew or if I'm just so confused. I think it was a bit of both.
I put my notebook down and cuddled into my blankets. Tonight was one of those nights where all you want to do it cry yourself to sleep.
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I woke up,I could feel the dried up tears still on my face. I stood up and took my hair out of the messy bun and wiped my face. I took a deep breath and picked out my outfit.  I put on a skirt and a sort of fancy skirt, grabbed my bookbag and walked out the door.
I kept asking myself why I was so upset,I was the one who wanted to end it with him, but it still hit my like a train.
I approached the high school, I looked at the kids piling in. I really hated this place, I'm a sophomore going on a junior and I still get judged. I walked through the doors went to my locker, grabbed my books and rushed to homeroom. We have a fourday week end which means today, wednesday, is a "friday". But there's only one week of school on top of that!Thank God.
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Everyday I walked home alone, all my friends either played a sport,were in a club, lived a different way, I used to walk with matthew but...yeah. So Alone,I am.  I got home, did my homework than I just sat on the computer.
My friend Desiree texted me,"Hey, want to hang out with me and Vince? his friend is coming too,I think you'd fall in love with him right away (;"
"oh des, haha sure, what time? where?"
"being a nerd like usual, we're all going to the library for a bit then probably going to walk the trails(: meet us at thelibray in a half an hour"
I went upstairs, I quickly curled my hair did my make up threw on my DC sweatshirt and some skinny jeans, I love looking nice but like a bum at the same time. I don't want him thinking I'm getting all dressed up for him. I mean he's a stranger.
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I went walking up to the libray I saw des, Vince.....and the guy from the cafe'.