IT'S BEEN A YEAR.
AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M STILL PRETENDING I'M OKAY
CAUSE EVERY TIME YOU SMILE, I REMEMBER THE PICTURES
WE UNTAGGED OF US IN EACH OTHER'S ARMS, AND THE
TEXTS WITH THE HEARTS AND THE 'I LOVE YOU'S THAT WE
DELETED, AND HOW WE LAUGHED WHEN WE AWKWARDLY
HUGGED, AND MADE FUN OF OURSELVES WHEN WE COULD
EASILY HAVE BEEN CRYING. AND IT'S WORSE, BECAUSE I
HAVE TO TALK TO YOU NOW, LAUGHING AT LOUD AT ALL
THE THINGS YOU SAY, AND I HAVE TO PRETEND THAT I'VE
FORGOTTEN THAT I'M THE ONE WHO DESTROYED THIS,
AND I'M THE REASON THAT ALL WE HAD WAS GONE.