IT'S BEEN A
YEAR.
AND I
DON'T KNOW HOW I'M
STILL PRETENDING
I'M OKAY
CAUSE EVERY TIME YOU SMILE,
I REMEMBER
THE
PICTURES
WE
UNTAGGED OF US IN EACH
OTHER'S ARMS,
AND
THE
TEXTS WITH THE HEARTS AND
THE 'I LOVE
YOU'S THAT
WE
DELETED, AND HOW WE LAUGHED WHEN
WE AWKWARDLY
HUGGED, AND MADE FUN OF OURSELVES
WHEN WE COULD
EASILY HAVE BEEN CRYING. AND
IT'S WORSE,
BECAUSE
I
HAVE TO TALK TO YOU NOW, LAUGHING
AT LOUD
AT
ALL
THE THINGS YOU SAY, AND I HAVE
TO PRETEND
THAT
I'VE
FORGOTTEN THAT I'M THE ONE
WHO DESTROYED
THIS,
AND I'M THE REASON THAT ALL WE HAD
WAS GONE.
