So you're thinking about ending your life?
Pick up that blade right now, and imagine this:
you look in the mirror, and cut for the last time.
You watch the blood drain from your wrists,
***and get ready to take the whole bottle of pills***
too tired to care.
~As if depression can be cured by any of the contents within a first aid kit~
then finally, your entire future flashes before your eyes.
your parents will find you in your bedroom, dead.
You brother? He walks into your room when he comes home from school, just to find you dead.
He grows up going down the exact same path that YOU went down.
He skips high-school.
He gets drunk, so he can forget about the heartbreak.
He spends every single day, cutting the parts of his body, that aren't already cut,
he's too upset to cry
too tired to even try to care
he's emotionally wrecked.
he cuts just so he can feel again.
---He wants to kill himself.---
But he can't,
because he's already dead inside.
Your parents? Your dad left your family. He couldn't cope being around anyone that reminded him.
Reminded him of his past.
Your mum? She got depression
she spends every single night
every single day
every single hour
every single minute
every second
crying herself to sleep.
She doesn't eat.
She barely even moves.
Your best friend? She's a wreck. She blames herself for everything.
She can't believe she didn't see this side of you.
she doesn't sleep
or eat.
she's got depression now.
she cuts.
she didn't even go to your funeral.
One part because of the pain
and nine parts because she blames herself.
now put down the blade.
never cut. ever, again.
whatever you may think, there's people out there,
people who really do care.
(((saw people writing a few of these earlier, and wanted to do my own!)))
Butterbear
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