I don't love you too. I hate saying "I love you too." I don't love you "too" I love you more than "too" I don't love you "to" the moon and back I love you way beyond every planet, star, moon, galaxy, and idea of space there ever was. I don't love you "too" much to function. I love you so much I function better than I ever could have before your love found me. I don't love you "too" "Too" takes away from all of the time, space, and energy that my love occupies for you. I don't love you "too." I love you so much more than that.
"I am not the first person you have loved. You are not the first person I have looked at with a mouthful of forevers. We have both known pain like the sharp edges of a knife. We have both lived with lips more scar tissue than skin. Our love came unannounced in the middle of the night. Our love came when we'd given up on asking love to come. I think that has to be part of its miracle. This is how we heal. I will kiss you like forgiveness. You will hold me like I'm hope. Our arms will bandage and we will press promises between us like flowers in a book. I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat on your skin. I will write novels to the scar of your nose. I will write a dictionary of all the words I have used trying to describe the way it feels to have finally, finally found you. And I will not be afraid of your scars. I know sometimes it's stll hard to let me see you in all of your cracked perfection, but please know: Whether it is the days you burn more brilliant than the sun or the nights you collapse into my lap your body broken into a thousand questions, you are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I will love you when you are a still day. I will love you when you are a hurricane." - Clementine von Radics, Mouthful of Forevers
And every night, I sit here and give advice on what to do with her. How to love her right. Little do you know that I would give anything and everything to be her. Except she doesn't want you the way I do. I'm sorry I'll be gone by the time you realize it.
I am the stage manager for my school's fall musical. Last night was our closing night. And at the cast party, as to which everyone sleeps over, cast and crew, we held a circle of truth. About twenty five out of the thirty five members of the cast and crew gathered in a room, and shared everything that we had ever struggled with. This circle of truth was six and a half hours long, spanning from 2 in the morning to 8:30 in the morning. Last night, I finally told them about how when I was younger my brother would abuse me because he was suffering from severe depression and anger issues, and he took all of it out on me. I have never in my life trusted anyone more than I trust that cast and crew. They were all so accepting of my past. It was the first time I had ever told anyone about it. Half of these people I had literally met three weeks ago. So even though none of you know about my Witty account, I want each and everyone of you to know how much I f///ing love you all. You are my family and I will miss you all so much when I graduate. I don't know how I'm supposed to survive without you guys.
Wittians, I need your help. I know this quote isn't in a pretty format, and most of you will scroll right past it. But if you are a kind decent person you will HELP ME! So my boyfriend and I broke up, because I live a half hour away from him and I never get to see him. I miss him so much, but he got sick of a relationship through the phone/video chatting. So, I volunteer at the brother school(I go to an all girls school) in their plays to be stage crew, and I've started to develop feeling for the lead of the show, The Prince. (It's Cinderella,)He and I have gotten super close throughout the duration of the show, and I can't imagine not talking to him. Problem? He's two years younger than me. Most people can look past that and be all "P'shaw, age is but a number," but I've been noted for being a naysayer to a relationship with the exact same age difference. I feel like such a hypocrite, but I really, really like this guy. I know this is stupid, and no one will probably read this, I just need one person to help me know what to do. None of my friends can talk and I need to figure this out now! Please, and thank you, my witty sisters.