So today, I spent hours going through my witty history.
I was bawling the entire time.
It was so sad, reading all of my quotes.
About how excited I was to have the baby.
About how upset I was to lose him.
When my parents kicked me out.
When we decided on baby names together :)
When I was suicidal.
When Austin Christopher died.
But all the support I got made me so happy.
It was amazing to relive my pregnancy with you guys all over again, despite the fact that it was the worst three months of my life.
I have no doubt about that.
But I love you all so much.
Thank you for just being there, witty.
I've missed you so much.