I still love you.
Chapter 1.
If you've ever had your heart broken, than you know that it doesn't heal right away.
It takes time for that empty feeling to leave.
To get rid of that sense that you're unwanted.
If you've ever had your heart broken, you know how much it hurts.
When you walk by him, and he pretends he doesn't even know you.
The first time when you see him with another girl, it's hell.
You feel like you've been replaced.
If you've ever had your heart broken, you know what it's like to cry yourself to sleep every night.
Then, you have to wake up the next morning, and pretend like nothing's wrong.
If you've ever had your heart broken, than you know that angry feeling you get, when someones says they know what you're going through.
They have no idea, you scream in your head.
No one will ever truely understand the pain you're in.
If you've ever had your heart broken, you know how much it hurts to hear your song on the radio.
You can't help but cry when you see old pictures of the two of you.
You can't help but wonder what you did wrong.
If you've ever had your heart broken, you know how horrible it feels when someone reminds you about your previous relationship.
Everytime you hear his name, you fall to pieces.
If you've ever had your heart broken, you know the jealousy you get when you see him with other girls.
When you see them doing all the things you used to do.
Everything you used to have.
Deep down inside, you know he deserves better.
If you've ever had your heart broken, you know how hard it is to try to move on and forget him.
As hard as you try, you just can't do it.
Part of your heart will always be his, because part of you will always love him.
If you've ever had your heart broken, then you remember the first time you slid the razor across your skin.
As your wrists bled, you just sat praying that the pain would go away.
Not the pain of the cuts, but the pain of losing him.
If you've ever had your heart broken, than you know how much it hurts to hear that he tells his friends he hates you.
All those promises he said he'd keep, he broke.
You start to wonder why you ever trusted him.
But in your heart, you know that you still do.
If you've ever had your heart broken, you know what it's like to have hope.
Everyday, you wake up and hope that it will be different from every other.
You keep thinking that he's going to change his mind, but he never does.
Suddenly, days turn into weeks, and weeks turn into months.
The hope you used to have, starts to fade.
If you've ever had your heart broken, you know what it feels like to be depressed.
You know what it feels like to think that life isn't worth it.
You know what it's like to want to give up, and just drag the razor too deep.
If you've ever had your heart broken,
you know what it feels like to be me.
Feedback?(:
I know this is kind of a weird beginning, but it will get better.
None of the other chapters will be written like this one was.
Just thought i'd try something new.(:
Also, i re-wrote this about 50 times. No joke.
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