She finally had enough,
&she pushed open the bathroom door.
Half a dozen pills,
fell directly to the floor.
She quickly picked them up,
not letting one remain.
Gulping them down one by one,
trying to take away the pain.
She pulled out a piece of paper,
&wrote down how she'd had enough.
How her eyes would never open,
when they tried to wake her up.
She layed down in her bed,
as the dizziness set in.
&all those monsters living inside of her,
were finally starting to win.
She gently closed her eyes,
&her fingers soon went numb.
She sat waiting for the morning,
she knew would never come.
Her mom came in the next day,
to wake her daughter from her sleep.
But it's hard to wake a girl,
with a heart that has no beat.
"Time to wake up sweety."
Her words were softly spoken.
She shook her daughter one more time,
but her eyes would still not open.
He mom started to grow worried,
noticing a letter by her bed.
At the top was written 'Dear Everyone.'
and this is what it said.
'All the kids at school, they tease me,
their words, they hurt so much.
&everyday, when the 5th bell rings,
I sit alone at lunch.
They call me names, then stare me down,
and push me 'till I fall apart.
Names can hurt, stares can sting,
but words can stop a beating heart.
I tryed so hard to ignore them,
but their words, they filled my head.
"You good for nothing piece of sh//t,
no one will miss you when you're dead."
So here I am, giving up,
and as my body lies here still.
All those words, they thought would never hurt,
have finally started to kill.
Mine/NMF
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