You say you want to show me you love me and you've changed, bullshít. If you loved me you would be here for me when my world came tumbling down, hell, you wouldn't be part of the reason why my world keeps falling apart.You say you want to prove to me that you aren't the same boy who cheated on me and sent AND received nudes from one of my best friends and I'm trying to believe you and I thought I did, but I'm not so sure anymore. You hardly take time out of your day to talk to me anymore. How are you supposed to prove anything to me when all I can think about is what you could be doing? You say you love me more than anything, and you say you're willing to do anything to prove it, but you haven't, and I just wanna know if I'm waisting my time on you, because right now I know at least 9 other guys, literally 9 other guys, who are telling me that all you're gunna do is break my heart, again, and that'd I'd be better off with them.
Sorry, you guys. I had to rant my feelings to this guy and I'm to scared to say this all to him. And posting it somewhere makes me feel better. Even if no one reads it, putting it somewhere raises a weight on my shoulder.