I'm very hard on myself, but I've done good with what I've been dealt with. I give myself a tough time, but I do deserve good, I think. But the world doesn't owe me anything. I've learnt this. You need to learn to take sometimes, and keep a firm grasp so you don't have any regrets.
Sometimes you need fake friends so you don't look lonely. You still feel empty, but sometimes...sometimes you need to convince everyone else that you're not.
I Forgive You... I forgive you for coming into my life. I forgive you for being too nice to me. I forgive you for being that stranger who cared for me. I forgive you for making me smile when I am sad. I forgive you for staying up with me the whole night. I forgive you for being too close to me and sharing your secrets. I forgive you for saying that you cared for me. I forgive you for saying that you feel comfortable when you are with me. I forgive you for sending me those birthday gifts. I forgive you for bringing a hope in me. I forgive you for changing me. I forgive you for making me believe that there was actually no flaws in me. I forgive you for leaving me.... Stupid me right?? I fell in love with an online friend...
For me Itz easy to say, "I miss you" To any random person BUT I find it really really difficult to say to the one whom I care and miss the most! *True Story*
I'm meeting jesusisyoursunshine in two days. Maybe we will drink coffee and lemonade and go on a walk and eat some gluten-free dairy-free cake in a little cafe somewhere. It will be wonderful. I'm excited❀
It's the end now, We must say GoodBye. Into places under the same sky, But the distance won't mean anything at all... Don't forget me coz I still love you!