Hey, its Anna May. So here's some things you should know
I'm a crazy spontaneous person
I will listen to anyone about anything and try to help so if you need anything I'm always here for you I promise
I love volleyball, hunting reading and being outside
My best friends are Allison, Amelia, Nicole, and Colt. Love you guys!
Not taken but not single No idea where we're going
Thank you to all my beautiful followers!
And so yeah I guess that's me so there you go
You might be wondering why I'm here.
To help anyone in anyway I can.
My life is pretty f/cked up so yeah I've been through alot.
Bullying, loss, depression, heartbreak, more stuff that I really don't wanna say.
I hate bullying. At one point it got so bad I considered suicide.
My mom has actually asked me if I'm mentally ill.
I used to cut but stopped even though it was hard.
It's been almost a year and the scars are starting to fade.
Life is starting to look up a little.
I'm still beyond broken, my life is still falling apart
But things are better than they have been.
I'm not okay yet but for the first time in a while I could smile
For real not fake
My point is life does get better
Everything's not perfect now
And it never will be
But the storm eventually ends.
It hasn't ended for me yet either but I know it does
I just wanted you to know
That no matter what You are beautiful.
HHe pulled me in as his breath sent shivers down my neck. He put his lips to my ear and ... blew into it and laughed maniacally as I stumbled backwards. He kissed me on the forehead as I stood confused and lost and ran out the door. And that, ladies and gentlemen, is my relationship in 2 sentences.
... "What do you think of me when you're all alone and all you have is your thoughts? Does your heart ache for me or am I, merely, resting amongst the dreams and events that have not yet occurred, that you think of only briefly while pondering the future? Do you ever feel as though you need me there more than anything else, or am I slipping from your ever changing daydreams?" a.m. ...
We were all sitting in science learning about adaptations, and how clownfish turn into females and I heard a horrified gasp as my partner came to the shocking realization that Marlin was really a woman.
"If people don't think you're cute just kill them." *breathes heavily with gun in hand as I watch one of the last humans on earth hits the ground* Day 19: It's just me and grandma now. By default I am now the most attractive human on this planet.
Tonight I'm going to run through the field with a red light. I am going to trip and hit my face I am going to break something on my body Wildlife will see me as a threat and chase me I will get severely injured But this is the price you have to pay to be Rudolph
Me reading a sad part of my book in class: [stares blankly at page, stifles tears, and looks around to make sure no one sees my secret obsession] At home: [stares at book, throws it across the room, falls off bed, dramatically sobs into floor, dies]
... "What if you saw me stripped of my mask, unpainted, only covered in words and skin, words of thoughts, thoughts of you, you and the broken pieces that stab at my mind. And silver tears stain my face as you take all of me the raw truth of me in. Would you still see me as beautiful even with these battle scars? Would you still love me at my most vulnerable state?" a.m. ...
... "Dreams dance around the room, shaping into reality, but only bits and pieces, waiting to be put together into something extraordinary, because like every dream made into reality you will find that some assembly is required. a.m. ...
... "But in that sad twisted reality, she couldn't bear the thought of letting go, because between the night and the day, she simply couldn't find it in her to make a list to why she should ever want to leave, so instead she devoted her life to finding all of the reasons to stay, and now even in the darkest of nights, she sees the shadowed beauty, all it took, was a couple shining stars in the seemingly dying black, and the smallest motivation to not give in and falling down, but instead taking a break, and finding your way back up." a.m. ...
... You are literally the center of everything as it stretches through space infinitely, and it would be a shame if it lost its center because you failed to realize just how extraordinary you really are ...
What if you saw me Stripped of my mask Unpainted Only covered in words and skin. Words of thought and Thoughts of the world The world and you You and the broken pieces that stab at my mind. And silver tears stain my face As you take me The raw truth of me in In all of this state of my own Vulnerability. Would you still find me Beautiful? Would you still Love me?
It was a beautiful kind of sad The kind that caught the light On her tear That traced her cheek. It was in the silence That engulfed the room Where the world was then Seemed to be shattered. It lurked in the halls Behind every shadow Where the dusty light Could not quite reach. It danced slowly in her eyes Grey like the sky Brimming with surrender And her very own demons' shadows. It was a beautiful kind of sad But sad nonetheless.