My mom just got out of prison for the 2nd time and I got to talk to her last night for three hours. When she got arrested in 2011 I swore with everything in me she hated me, thought I was worthless, and regreted me.. When we talked last night we both talked about how we have felt since she got out of prision the first time and what happened to our relationship We have not talked for longer than and hour in almost 6 years I have tried to commit suicide 4 times but my baby sister that I put so much effort in life for came across my mine everytime... I though she resented me for moving away from her when my mom got arrested but my mother told me last night that when she talks to my little sister, Zoe, cryes everytime and says she misses me SO MUCH!!!! So to everyone who thinks about commiting suicide or thinks no one loves you, you just need to let them know what they are lossing I am not saying make a big scean but I am saying make them relise in someway, and I STRONGLY THINK SUICIDE IS NOT THE WAY TO DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!! That will only make them relise how rude they are and only make them feel bad for not "trying more". Everyone is of course going to feel bad when your gone but its not going to make them notice truly what they have done if you are gone. You have to dumb things down for some people, and if your dead you can't do that......
As you tell me you love me They tell me they can not stand me As you tell meyou need me They tell me I am worthless to them As you tell meI am bueatiful they tell me that the sight of me makes them want to go perge As you tell me I make you so happy you want to cry They tell me I am so hiddeious that I give them brain tomors THEY ARE MY FAMILY THAT I HAVE GIVEN SO MUCH FOR AS WHERE YOU ARE A GIRL I HAVE HAD ONE DATE WITH CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT WOULD POSSES A FAMILY TO DO THIS
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February 26, 2013 11:44am UTC
Random Questions About Me: Spell your name without vowels: Hp Your favorite number: 27 What color do you wear most? white, black, blue Least favorite color?: yellow and orange What are you listening to?: My singifacnt other What is your favorite class in school?: English and Band Are you outgoing?: Very Favorite pair of shoes?:Point toe heels Can you dance?: idk... i guess... Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: yeP Can you whistle?: NO Write with both hands?: Kinda. Cross your eyes: yeP Walk with your toes curled?:YEP THE DO'S Do you believe there is life on other planets?:*shrugs* i guess... Do you believe in miracles?: no Do you believe in magic?: no Love at first sight?: Yea Do you like roller coasters?: LOVE Do you know how to swim?: YeP Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: YeP THE HAVES Have you ever been on a plane?: no Have you ever asked someone out?: yea Have you ever been to the ocean?:yea Have you ever painted your nails?: YEA!!!! THE WHATS What is the temperature outside?: 51F What radio station do you listen to?: 97.1 What was the last thing you bought? A reed for my clarinet What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Norbit THE WHOS Who was the last person you IM'd?: Don't Who was the last person you took a picture of?: me Who was the last person you said I love you to?: My boo Mason HAPPY SECTION Are you a happy person?: i suppose What can make you happy?: Music Do you wish you were happier?: Yea Can music make you happy?: HELL YEA!!!!! How many times have you had your heart broken?: 1 LOOK AT ME What is your current hair color?: brown What does your hair look like now? bumped in tha back and bangs in my face Current piercings?: Ears Have any tattoos?: Not yet Eye color?: blue CURRENTLY WEARING What shirt are you wearing?:Black peace sign Pants: jeans Shoes?: patos Necklaces?: took em off HAVE YOU EVER Been to jail: Not yet... lol Ran away from home: Yea... Laughed so hard you cried: Yea.... Thrown up in a store: no Wanted to be a model: yea... then watch american idol.... -_- Done something really stupid that you still laugh about?: my life story... seen a dead body: not in person... skinny dipping: mabye......... 0 2 Share
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January 26, 2013 10:27am UTC
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