My mom
just got out of prison for the 2nd time and I got to talk to her
last night for three hours.
When she got arrested in
2011 I swore with everything in me she hated me, thought I was
worthless, and regreted me..
When we talked last night
we both talked about how we have felt since she got out of
prision the first time and what happened to our relationship
We have not talked for longer than and hour in almost 6 years
I have tried to commit suicide 4 times but my baby sister that I
put so much effort in life for came across my mine
everytime...
I though she resented me for moving away from her when my mom got
arrested but my mother told me last night that when she talks to
my little sister, Zoe, cryes everytime and says she misses me SO
MUCH!!!!
So to everyone who thinks about commiting suicide or thinks no
one loves you, you just need to let them know what they are
lossing
I am not saying make a big scean but I am saying make them relise
in someway, and I STRONGLY THINK SUICIDE IS NOT THE WAY TO DO
IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
That will only make them relise how rude they are and only make
them feel bad for not "trying more". Everyone is of
course going to feel bad when your gone but its not going to make
them notice truly what they have done if you are gone. You have
to dumb things down for some people, and if your dead you
can't do that......