i hate how we would talk all the time. sometimes i find myself thinking&remembering of
all the times,and conversations we had. if you ask me if i miss them. the awnser is yes. but the big question is do you miss me?yeah it sucks i have to even ask that . we uset to be so close. i thought we would never fade away or my feelings wouldnt eather but i guess its time that they do because i miss you and it hurts me more to even think about all the memories we have because theres alot but if you ask if i will forget the awnser is always no. it brakes my heart that im this close to you because really i shouldnt be, but i just cant help it. you make me fall all over again. i cant even imgine that im slowly getting over you because i told myself that i never would be. i always said that my feelings for you would always stay, it sucks that we cant do anything about it because really it would be wrong for us to be toghther. so why do i even love you. if i know i wont ever have you?well i do know that when im with you i always smile, even when you get annoying and pick on me you always make me smile like no other one can.when i find songs that make me think of you it brakes my heart and all i can do is cry ,cry .you left me with so much. so much to remember ,to live by,to think and most imporatnly to remember that everything doesent stay and its not always gonna be forever and that your feelings will evently fade but you cant really do anything about it.so for now i will remember thats all i can do. but i wont ever forget about you about us how could i do that.? you will always have my heart no matter what,even if i never talk to you or see you again you will always be in my heart i couldnt forget you not even if i tired. i remember the time when i wasent even supposet to talk to you but i still did because i would of been lost without you. and at that time my song that reminded me of you was only you can love me this way. and today it still is and always will be. you are the best thing i ever had in life. you will never walk out of my heart you left your footprints in it. and if you ask me if i miss you the awsner is yes and i hope you do too. sometimes i find myself layin in bed cant sleep and all i can think of is you. then i start to cry because you will never know how much i turley love you. i wish that soon we talk again becuase i dont know how much longer i can go without talking to you. your the greatest thing and i love you so much more than i ever could. </3 i wish that things between will be the same again soon. cause honestly i miss it.and i hate crying myself to sleep at nights when i think of you.
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