you do realize that i dont give a f*ck about you liking him because i hate him right?
i really dont care about that. why would you date someone when you like another guy? i know what its like to be liked and then that person like another person too. it honestly sucks. i dont act like im the only one who cuts or who has problems. whenever we talk who seems to always be the one talking? YOU. i always put others before me. and you are different than who i thought you were because the person i thought i knew...would have never said that to me. that other guy you like told me that i cut for sympathy. how do you think that makes me feel? honestly...you know almost all my reasons i cut, i told you everything and i am always there for you? how could you do that to me? what happened to best friends...its not like i want to fight, but i never knew you were like that. dont say you didnt mean to hurt me or that you dont want to hurt me, because you knew that as soon as you said that i act like im the only one that cuts, you knew that would hurt me. did you know i spent last night thinking of ways to kill myself? its not like this is all because you and him...its because of everything. you know how close i am to the edge and how weak i am. i just dont understand how you could do that to me.