One of these days. Someone is going to take a knife to all of their faces, And cut off each eye lid, So that the they will finnally see clearly. And be able to look at what they have done. But unforunately, It will only be a matter of moments, Before their eyes dry up, And they go blind once again.
She loved the garden, The pretty flowers always greeted her with smiles Her mother usually tended it, But she liked to play in the dirt with her all the time, And the smell was amazing And she was safe Just there with the flowers And her mother As she grew older, She started to learn how to water the flowers, Her mother still helped often, But she liked to watch the flowers grow with her even in the small moment, And the smell was still wonderful And she was safe Just there with the flowers And her mother Time passed, She cared for the garden on her own, Her mother no longer helped much But she still liked watching the nice colored cups even alone, And the smell was still confronting And she was safe Just there with the flowers Not so long this time, She didn't care for the garden anymore, Her mother was never seen But she still watched the flowers even as they died And the smell wasn't very nice But she was still safe Sloppy, Sorry about that
Impressed Is what I am about people who continue to live each day By all these people who keep pulling through Despite what has happened to them in the past Despite what nightmares might haunt them. Yes. am Impressed But I am also Proud and I'd like to tell everyone that
Lonelieness keeps creeping Even when they try to smile and laugh to talk and bond Lonelieness returns Because even if they talked like an angel and shined like a star They can never stop pushing them away
When I couldn't handle it anymore, When the screaming was too loud, When I was truly about to leave this world, I'd put down the razor. And pick up anything to write with. And draw smiley faces all over the place. My bed, Towels, Bowls, My arms, Cans. Covered in silly plain smiles And it made me feel better. There was happiness around me.. But today was different. Today I started to draw sad faces.. Because today I realized, There is only sadness around me. And it makes me feel horrible. I just wish I could draw a smile again.
Moth_Nebula posted a quote
February 18, 2015 8:57pm UTC
There are creatures in the shadows Always Look closely and you might see their eyes reflecting And my Dear- shadows are always here At dawn, At dusk, At noon, And then at night, it seems we are covered by a shadow And that is why we are afraid Because that is when the creatures roam free So sleep well Dear And please do dream of the nice sunshine- Of a bright meadow, Where no shadows lay
I could just slip away My mind would fade They'd lock me up They would ponder what happened, but never near close enough to find the answers I just need self control I just need to remember my goals I just need to think I'm not insane
I want to break this glass box. No. I am going to shatter this glass box. I am going to walk through these sharp peices with bare feet, I am going to take the shard that once held me so trapped, And stab the ones that stared at me trapped in that box. Because I am not sitting here caged and defensless anymore I am going to state my opinion. I am going to go my own way. I am going to do whatever I want. This isn't some bubbling fun rebellion; This is my new life and I will lead it how I please. Because I will not be packaged again.