When I couldn't handle it
anymore,
When the screaming was too loud,
When I was truly about to leave this world,
I'd put down the razor.
And pick up anything to write with.
And draw smiley faces all over the place.
My bed,
Towels,
Bowls,
My arms,
Cans.
Covered in silly plain smiles
And it made me feel better.
There was happiness around me..
But today was different.
Today I started to draw sad faces..
Because today I realized,
There is only sadness around me.
And it makes me feel horrible.
I just wish I could draw a smile
again.
When I couldn't handle it anymore, When the screaming was
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Mar 26, 2015 10:39pm