My mom has cancer..... I just found out like a week ago.. She needs to have her left kidney removed or else she'll die.... The doctors said that the NUMBER 1 cause for this cancer is smoking.... she's been a smoker for atleast 30+ years.. My parents have been divorced for about 3 years now and she's already re-married.... I was soo heart broken that I didn't attend the wedding... I should have.... and for the first time in about a year my depression is rearing it's ugly head in this mess... I sat in the bathroom last night for about 20 minutes just staring at my razor.... thank god I ended up throwing it out.. I haven't ever really been super close to my mom, it's really just been my dad and I.. I'm really scared and I don't want her to die, they said her prognosis is very good and that she should do fine through the surgery. But I'm still scared out of my f**king mind! she goes in for surgery on August 24th.. and whenever I see her she looks like she's in soo much pain! I can't stand it! I love my mom and I don't want anything bad to happen to her... She's trying so hard to quit smoking.. I can only imagine how difficult this is for her... I don't want favs I just want people to keep my mom in their prayers... and please DON'T SMOKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sure we never kissed. Never held hands. Never went anywhere. But we understood each other. Best friends. We were so comfortable with each other. You were my first true love. Now lets see you get through life without me. Sucks doesn't it. </3 All mine; no jocking
I have always been there for you. But when you weren't there for me, I moved on. And whenever I see you.. I stare straight into your eyes. So you know I haven't forgotten, what we used to be. </3 All mine; no jockingg