Listening to that song,
The one that reminds me of you.
Thinking of everything we’ve said,
Thinking of everything we’ve been through.
We’ve both found someone else,
Yet still we’re drawn to each other.
Both our hearts are glued together,
Even though we’re both with another.
How long will this last,
This empty feeling inside?
You say I have your heart,
Yet our love we have to hide.
I'm not complaining at all,
I just want to know what we’ll become.
Will we stay apart forever,
Or eventually again become one?
Just hearing your voice on the phone,
It makes my heart beat faster.
I'm so scared we’ll drift apart,
And our worlds will end in disaster.
You don’t have to respond to this poem,
For I know you got stress.
I just needed to vent,
And my thoughts are all in a mess.
You’re my Babiigirl,
And forever you will be.
But what am I to you,
What will become of me?
I know you said you’ll always be there,
And I believe you really I do.
I'm just scared of the impossible;
The thought of losing you.
I'm not saying I'm doubting your words,
And I'm not trying to be a bother.
I know you got a lot of stuff,
Between drama with your mother and father.
Between your sister and friends,
When will it end?
Not soon enough, I wish it would.
I’d take it away if there was a way I could.
I know so much about you,
You say I'm closer than anyone.
You said I'm the most important,
And that our story’ll never be done.
I’ll be content just your friend,
Or kinda more like we are now.
But at the same time I keep thinking,
How many thoughts will my mind allow?
I'm scared I’ll begin to doubt myself,
And push myself away.
I’ll end up losing you,
And there’ll be nothing left to say.
I'm so scared that this will happen,
So I'm trying to keep myself close.
Cuz you’re the one I want in my life,
You’re the one that I love most.
Don’t read this if it’ll hurt us,
Or effect us badly in anyway.
I'm sorry if it has already,
And so I'm scared of what I'm about to say.
Baby you’re the one I want,
The one I want to be with forever.
Anyone else to me is a test,
To prove we’re always there together.
Just a bump in the road,
To show us what we need in each other.
I will always love you,
Even if we’re “secret” lovers.
The late phone calls late at night,
Literally send my head spinning.
I'm up for hours afterwards,
My entire face still grinning.
10-15-11,
Will always be our date.
And I will ALWAYS love you,
No matter what our fate.
Should we end up not together,
It’ll break my heart for sure.
But even if that happens,
I’ll be there, I reassure.
I’ll be able to handle it,
With the promise you’ll never go.
And the entire point of this poem,
Was just to let you know.
That no matter what happens,
I will forever always love you.
And as friends, more, or less,
My love for you is true.
I’ll never let you go,
No matter how much time has passed.
I hope sending this didn't change your thoughts too much,
Maybe I should have asked…
PainOfAPoet*