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  1. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    February 14, 2014 11:50am UTC
    Happy Valentines day
    And to those who don't have one
    Everyone was just too shy to ask you![:

  2. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    January 24, 2014 6:09am UTC
    Am I the only one who remembers the movie "Spectacular!" o.O

  3. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    January 24, 2014 4:51am UTC
    The only thing worse than listening to a song that you dedicated to someone who broke your heart,
    Is listening to a song you WISHED they had/would dedicate to you.

  4. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    January 24, 2014 4:00am UTC
    Without heart break I have no inspiration;
    Without the pain I’ve lost my concentration.
    When I'm not crying my eyes out I have no muse,
    It’s like I need to be broken by you.
    I cannot write without the tears,
    I cannot write without the fears.
    I cannot write without all the hurt,
    I cannot write without pain on my shirt.
    I cannot breathe without hesitation,
    I cannot breathe without frustration.
    I cannot live without wanting to die,
    I cannot live without knowing why.
    Being without pain is like being without air,
    Being without rain is like being without the suns glare.
    Being without the moon and the stars,
    Is like being me without all the scars.
    Without the throbbing, consuming pain.
    Is like being without the blood-losing vein.
    Without the troubling and confusing times,
    Is like being without an abusing crime.
    Without the danger in the air,
    It's like I'm drowning in my own despair.
    Without the feeling of hurt and betrayal,
    It’s really hard for me to prevail.
    Beaten, bloody, broken and bruised,
    I have the need to be misused.
    Shut in, shaking, silent and scared,
    I have the need to be beyond repair.

  5. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    January 24, 2014 12:29am UTC
    Forgot How To Love
    (c) 2014 (mine)
    Alright now can we stop all the madness?
    Let the movie end and fade to the blackness?
    All stand together and protect from the sadness,
    Let our feelings go and forget all the past sh/t?
    Try to fast forward to our future,
    Better keep up or we'll lose ya,
    Cuz ready or not it's coming to ya.
    So hurry fast and last, don't go back to the past and be forgotten,
    And don't let anyone hate on you just for wantin.
    Somewhere along the way we forgot how to love,
    An God above is shakin His head, eyes going red.
    You can see it on His face that He's dreadin' all the dead an(d),
    It's up to us to stop the bus and let people step on, instead of just movin on.
    Can't get a good grip on this sh/t, we're slippin,
    Can't we all just get along and chip in?
    Hand in hand we can stop the war,
    God forbid we turn a blind eye. And guns going off,
    Blazing just to die, it's suicide.
    13 and pregnant, the condom broke.
    Tried to tell her mom but she thought it was a joke.
    Wants to get an abortion but can't afford it,
    It's dad's not in the picture to support it.
    Her daddy knows he'll be a grandfather,
    But still he couldn't be bothered to help his only daughter.
    Flesh and blood don't run deep, stayin' up all night cuz she can't sleep.
    With the little baby, unborn, kickin her kidney.
    There's nowhere to go for help, she has no one cuz
    Somewhere along the way we forgot how to love,
    An God above is shakin His head, eyes going red.
    You can see it on His face that He's dreadin' all the dead an(d),
    It's up to us to stop the bus and let people step on, instead of just movin on.
    Can't get a good grip on this sh/t, we're slippin,
    Can't we all just get along and chip in?
    Hand in hand we can stop the war,
    God forbid we turn a blind eye. And guns going off,
    Blazing just to die, it's suicide.
    16 now and doin drugs,
    When she was just 13 she forgot how to love.
    Forgot how to feel, having to steal to give her babies a meal,
    At the corner for a deal,
    She says "15 dollars for an hour,
    Another 6 for us two in a shower."
    Pimpin herself out cuz she lost her faith,
    Lost a taste for self worth.
    And when she's found dead we say she got what she deserved cuz
    Somewhere along the way we forgot how to love,
    An God above is shakin his head, eyes going red.
    You can see it on His face that He's dreadin' all the dead an(d),
    It's up to us to stop the bus and let people step on, instead of just movin on.
    Can't get a good grip on this sh/t, we're slippin,
    Can't we all just get along and chip in?
    Hand in hand we can stop the war,
    God forbid we turn a blind eye. And guns going off,
    Blazing just to die, it's suicide.
    Just a kid, 7 years old, thinkin he's too grown up for home, it's hard to live.
    But he's got a little sister who looks up to him,
    So he can't give in.
    He looks in her eyes and lies, says he'll try to survive for her.
    Broken up family, just a drunk *ss granddad,
    Still lookin up to a mom he never had.
    No one to help him, we're too selfish,
    Puts a quarter ina well tryina save a wish.
    Shootin star across the sky, and he realizes,
    Somewhere along the way we forgot how to love,
    An God above is shakin His head, eyes going red.
    You can see it on His face that He's dreadin' all the dead an(d),
    It's up to us to stop the bus and let people step on, instead of just movin on.
    Can't get a good grip on this sh/t, we're slippin,
    Can't we all just get along and chip in?
    Hand in hand we can stop the war,
    God forbid we turn a blind eye. And guns going off,
    Blazing just to die, it's suicide.
    The girl is now looking down from heaven,
    That girls little boy was only just seven, lost his mom.
    Now his little sister lost her brother to a gun.
    Just one word could have saved them,
    They were a broken road and we just paved them,
    Instead of tryin to understand where they came from.
    A family destroyed and there's more like them,
    But we're too stupid to learn from our mistakes, before it's too late.
    And it's a shame cuz we never even bother to learn their names. We're the only ones to blame,
    Haven't we let enough blood spill? How many more lives have to be killed for us to stand up?
    When will enough be enough? And it's all because
    Somewhere along the way we forgot how to love,
    An God above is shakin His head, eyes going red.
    You can see it on His face that He's dreadin' all the dead an(d),
    It's up to us to stop the bus and let people step on, instead of just movin on.
    Can't get a good grip on this sh/t, we're slippin,
    Can't we all just get along and chip in?
    Hand in hand we can stop the war, God forbid we turn a blind eye.
    And guns going off, Blazing just to die, it's suicide.

  6. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    January 21, 2014 2:24am UTC
    So my cat does this thing
    where if he wants to be picked up, or loved, he'll just sit and stare at you. And if you STILL don't pick him up, he'll casually stretch up, grab your leg and meow. And he'll just do this, over and over, for hours. There are 4 other people living in my house, but he'll wait on that ONE person, for hours.

  7. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    January 13, 2014 8:07pm UTC
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  8. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    December 8, 2013 11:24pm UTC
    Went to go on twitter and typed in "twitty".... oh Witty what have you done to me?

  9. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    December 8, 2013 10:40pm UTC
    Gotta stop trying to go back to the past
    Stop picking up the pieces of broken glass
    From our shattered memories
    Gotta stop trying to hit rewind
    Let the clock run out on borrowed time
    Start thinking of new remedies
    Can’t make a new plot
    When I'm stuck on stop
    Just gotta find a new cure
    Then I’ll rewind it again,
    Choose the road that bends,
    And this time I’ll make sure
    My arms can’t hold you
    I wish that I had told you
    But now it’s too late for the rain
    Although I never intended this,
    I think it’s time that I ended this,
    But of course all this is just in my brain.
    None of it’s really there,
    Basically I’m talking to the air,
    You will never really be mine.
    Gotta get you out of my head now,
    Cuz it’s you that I dread now,
    So even though I love you goodbye.

  10. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    December 1, 2013 7:43pm UTC
    Christmas, Where Are You?
    Tears burn hot against my skin,
    As I sit in a mess of hateful sin.
    Glass is shattered on the floor,
    I don't think my heart can take anymore.
    The tree lay flat against the ground,
    Ornaments and tinsle are scattered around.
    The couch flipped over in a moment frenzy,
    The red and green lights are making me crazy.
    A lamp that's shattered across the room,
    It's dark outside but dawn is soon.
    My velvet stocking in the fire place burning,
    Soft-spoken music sends my stomach churning.
    Mistle-toe thrown down as broken as a feel,
    In the trash hides the entire of my christmas meal.
    Cards are shredded and tossed about,
    Unwrapped presents already thrown out.
    A rerun of "A Christmas Story" plays on the T.V,
    This snow-filled night is torturing me.
    A jingle of bells sounding on and on,
    The spririt of christmas feels all wrong.
    Memories of behing happy last year,
    Makes me lonely with lost christmas cheer.
    A knock on the door and a familiar face,
    She stumbles in to see a mess of the place.
    Understanding and sadness flash in her eyes,
    She holds me close as both of us cry.
    Our hearts beat together like a rhythmic drum,
    Silence engulfs us as our breathing becomes one.
    A single mistle-toe left over our heads,
    When eye to eye all else lay dead.
    I forget myself and all that I miss,
    As she leans in with a gentle kiss.

  11. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    October 25, 2013 7:28pm UTC
    So...Hi guys/girls[:

  12. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    August 22, 2013 3:03pm UTC
    Father's Betrayl
    Sleeping sound in bed,
    In the middle of an out of reach dream.
    She comes to visit the weak,
    Unable to be seen.
    Wake up my little darling,
    For he comes home tonight.
    You know that smell by heart,
    You know he isn't right.
    Cling to your saddened teddy,
    Though he can't keep you sound.
    Cling to the warmth of your blanket,
    You know that he's around.
    Creaking of the door,
    Mommy's fast asleep.
    Shadows playing tricks,
    Slowly do they creep.
    Hand upon your shoulder,
    He knows that your awake.
    Scream and he will beat you,
    Already you begin to shake.
    Trembling in terror,
    You recoil in fear.
    Such a mistake little one,
    For now he knows you know he's there.
    He lays his body on yours,
    Making it hard to breathe.
    His hand slides up your blouse,
    But you know you must not scream.
    His touching isn't gentle,
    You feel the animal deep inside.
    Like a predator and prey,
    You wish that you could hide.
    In and out he pushes,
    Under your pajama pants.
    Faster and harder is your heartbeat,
    It's like a tribal dance.
    You provide the music,
    As his body grinds to the song.
    He calls you his "precious flower",
    But you know that this is wrong.
    The familiar sticky white stuff,
    Soon covers your lost innocence.
    It trickles down so slowly,
    Filling your head with remembrance.
    He used to be so kind,
    Now he uses you for pleasure.
    Clutch your teddy bear little one,
    And follow the map to the treasure.
    Soon he leaves your room,
    After promising you're his little girl.
    After he closes the door,
    You lean over your bed and hurl.
    Tightly holding your blankie,
    You sob into the cloth.
    Such a huge betrayal,
    One he will forever cross.

  13. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    July 6, 2013 10:07pm UTC
    You miss her don't you.
    Shut up.
    You want to hold her again don't you.
    Shut up.
    You want to run your fingers through her hair again.
    I said shut up.
    You want to inhale her scent.
    Leave me alone.
    You want her to kiss you softly.
    Go away!
    You want her to tell her she loves you.
    I love you...
    You want to feel her touch.
    Stop!
    You want to hear her voice.
    Shut up!!!
    You want her to sing to you.
    Please...
    You want her to play for you.
    I'm begging you...
    You want to see her beautiful eyes again.
    So beautiful...
    You want to caress her face again.
    So perfect....
    You want her to laugh with you.
    No...
    You want to see her smile.
    Shut up!
    You want to be with her forever.
    I can't breathe.
    You want to marry her.
    I can't think straight please stop.
    You want to hold her more then anything.
    Please I'm going to cry
    You miss her.
    More than anything...
    You can't live without her.
    I'm crying.
    You can't love again.
    Not like this.
    You can't feel anymore.
    Please!
    You close your eyes and see her.
    All the time.
    She haunts you in your dreams.
    Stop crying.
    She torments you when you think.
    I can't stop.
    You bleed for her.
    I can't do this.
    You hurt for her.
    Enough!
    You. Love. Her.
    She let me go.
    You. Need. Her.
    She's gone.
    You. Remember. Her.
    She forgot me.

  14. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    June 16, 2013 9:31pm UTC
    I thought it’d make me feel better,
    Letting myself cry.
    Thought it’d make me stronger,
    If I didn’t hold it all inside.
    But now I feel weaker,
    Drained of the will to live.
    Don’t want to keep going,
    Don’t want to feel like this.
    Perhaps it makes me selfish,
    But it’s so hard to hold on.
    Nothing’s going right,
    Yet nothing’s really wrong.
    No big complex reason for this,
    I don’t know why I feel this way.
    I don’t even know anymore,
    If I’ll last another day.
    It’s so hard not to listen,
    To the razors taunting call.
    Seductively it whispers,
    Urging me to end it all.
    It started out as anger,
    But now it’s like a hole.
    My hearts still here inside of me,
    But now it’s dark as coal.
    Tomorrow is a new day,
    But will I stay and fight?
    Will I rise above these feelings,
    Or end it all tonight?
    The razors calling my name,
    And silently I follow.
    Will I pass the point of no return,
    Or live yet remain just as hollow?

  15. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    June 16, 2013 12:12pm UTC
    I love you.
    I love you because you hurt me,
    Because you leave me all alone.
    I love you because you ignore me,
    And use a sarcastic tone.
    I love you because you hate me,
    Because you fight with me every day.
    I love you because you wound me,
    Like a predator to prey.
    I love you because you confuse me,
    By telling me soft little lies.
    I love you because you leave me,
    Whispering new goodbyes.
    I love you because you’re never there,
    And I'm left feeling hollow.
    I love you because you force me to cry,
    Sometimes into tomorrow.
    I love you because of the songs,
    The ones you left me with to sing.
    I love you because you never stood up for me,
    And threw away my promise ring.
    I love you because you are poison,
    Slowly killing me inside.
    I love you because you scare me,
    Forcing me to hide.
    I hate you.
    I hate you because you care for me,
    And always listen when I'm sad.
    I hate you because you can calm me down,
    Whenever I get really mad.
    I hate you because you love me,
    And because you’ll never let me go.
    I hate you because you hold me,
    Keeping me safe from the cold.
    I hate you because you call me,
    And we laugh for hours that pass.
    I hate you because you use pet names,
    That can make my smile last.
    I hate you because we’re glued,
    I can’t get away from you now.
    I hate you because it’s all I know,
    It’s you who showed me how.
    I hate you because you love me,
    And I'll love you forever more.
    I love you because you hate me,
    And I hate you more then I did before.

  16. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    June 14, 2013 5:14pm UTC
    I just wanted to thank everyone who read my Drunken Daddy poem...it meant so much to me that you guys took the time to read it. <3

  17. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    June 13, 2013 8:03pm UTC
    DRUNKEN DADDY
    mine...please dont take?
    You sit in your room,
    Trying not to make a sound.
    Daddy’s just downstairs,
    And mommy’s not around.
    You’ve smelt it all night,
    His Bud Wiser beer.
    That smell has defined your whole life,
    And has made you live in fear.
    You hear a creak,
    And then a thump.
    Then a pound on your door,
    Makes you jump.
    You pull your legs close,
    And quick leap to the bed.
    You’re supposed to be asleep,
    If he catches you awake your dead.
    You shut your eyes,
    Just as the door flies open.
    The light flashes on,
    And all that’s left is hoping.
    Maybe he won’t see that fact,
    That though you’re slowly breathing.
    The rise and fall of your chest,
    Is incredibly uneven.
    You can hear the shuffle,
    Of his disoriented feet.
    You hear him stumble,
    And feel him grab your sheet.
    He pulls it down,
    As he crashes to the floor.
    You hear him mutter something,
    About how he’s going to be sore.
    You keep your breath soft,
    And keep your eyes shut tight.
    Your body tenses up,
    And your lip you bite.
    Daddy stand up,
    And grabs your arm.
    You hope he’s not drunk enough,
    To do much harm.
    Your stomach sinks,
    As he picks you up.
    He throws you across the room,
    The wall makes you stop so abrupt.
    You land to the floor,
    With a soft thud.
    You lift your head,
    And you can see all the blood.
    Daddy smiles,
    And takes a step towards you.
    You flinch and he grins,
    You don’t know what he’ll do.
    The blood just keeps spilling,
    As you two stare.
    Your life is slipping away,
    Of this you’re aware.
    Then he lunges,
    His hands reaching for your throat.
    He squeezes his finger tightly,
    And you begin to choke.
    Blood trickles down your forehead,
    And onto our dad.
    He wipes up the blood,
    And now he’s mad.
    “You ruin everything,
    You little punk.
    You’re just like your mother,
    That little c*nt.
    Your just fricken like her,
    You have no clue.
    Both of you little b*tches,
    Make me want to puke.”
    He removes his hand,
    Then his fist comes down hard.
    It connect with your nose,
    Leaving your face scarred.
    More blood pours out,
    And you feel your limbs go weak.
    But you hold on to your life,
    And clear your throat to speak.
    “Daddy, oh daddy,
    What did I ever do to you?
    And what about Sister?
    What did she do?
    We don’t deserve this,
    No matter what you say.
    Killing her,
    Didn’t make your problems go away.
    It just made things worse,
    And now look at you.
    Your killing rate soon,
    Will be up to 2.
    Just put your hand down daddy,
    And I know what we’ll do.
    We’ll clean this mess up daddy,
    Because I still love you.
    Even after every hit,
    You’ve ever given me.
    I still love you,
    Very much Daddy.
    So let’s clean up this mess,
    And clean up your act.
    Because frankly I'm fed up.
    With getting smacked.
    Sister had spoken out,
    But she was right.
    Now let right now,
    Be the last night.
    No more drinking,
    And no more swears.
    Let’s become a family again,
    One that’s loving and cares.”
    Daddy laughs,
    And shakes his head.
    “Your sister is gone little one,
    She’s beyond dead.
    Your believing a dream,
    Which will never come true.
    It’s your time now baby,
    To get what’s coming to you.”
    And me and you,
    Were reunited that night.
    And I’ll hold you forever,
    In this endless light.
    Daddy can’t hurt you,
    And in a few years past.
    Maybe mommy,
    Will join us at last.

  18. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    May 21, 2013 7:58am UTC
    I w i s h I h a d a
    r e a s o n t o s m i l e

  19. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    March 3, 2013 7:53pm UTC
    Slowly it gets closer,
    I feel the razor blade.
    It's cold against my skin,
    And the marks will never fade.
    ...
    One cut two cut three cut four,
    I hear knocking at the door.
    Five cut six cut seven cut eight,
    ...
    Another one it'll be too late.
    Cold and sharp against my skin.
    Soon the blade will be within.
    Don't let it slip or it'll cut,
    God now look at all the blood.
    ...
    Crimson red is leaking,
    From my open wounds.
    I feel dizzy and in pain,
    So much blood that I will lose.
    ...
    Take my hand in yours,
    For I shall die tonight,
    Nothing left to live for,
    Nothing feels this right.
    ...
    One drop two drop three drop four,
    There's a puddle on the floor,
    Five drop six drop seven drop eight,
    From this sleep I shall not wake.
    ...
    Frantic knocking on the door,
    The doorknob rattles violently.
    Shouting screaming from the other side,
    While still I sit silently.
    ...
    Door comes down,
    Look at their faces.
    They see the blood,
    And me sitting there shaking.
    ...
    "Call the cops,
    She's doing to die."
    I laugh on the floor,
    I don't know why.
    ...
    Towel around me,
    Stained with red.
    I can't see anymore,
    I think I’m dead.
    ...
    Bright white light,
    It's calling me.
    I open my eyes,
    And I can see.
    ...
    Doctors, nurses,
    All around.
    My parents crying,
    There's so much sound.
    ...
    Deafening buzzing in my ears,
    I try to escape somehow.
    "Look she's awake!" They scream with glee,
    I can't handle this right now.
    ...
    "You could have let me die,
    But you saved my life.
    Let me end it right this time,
    Give me back my knife."
    ...
    Mom and dad cry harder,
    And the doctors shake their head.
    "Look how much pain they’re in,
    Why do you wish to be dead?"
    ...
    I laugh at all of them,
    Why should they care at all?
    It's my choice not theirs,
    I want to punch the wall.
    ...
    I want to feel the pain,
    I want to feel the sting.
    "I have nothing left to live for,
    Now get me off this thing."
    ...
    I try to get off the bed,
    But the doctor holds me down.
    "Let go of me you b/tch,
    Or I'll kick you to the ground."
    ...
    I break his grip and run away,
    Down the hall to the right.
    I leave the building to the parking lot,
    God its cold tonight.
    ...
    I reach the car and get inside,
    My razors under the seat.
    I take it and hold it to my skin,
    I need to make myself bleed.
    ...
    Such a sweet release,
    The blood is pouring out.
    I hit a major artery,
    I'll die there is no doubt.
    ...
    One vein two vein three vein four,
    I reach over and lock the doors.
    Five vein six vein seven vein eight,
    I've given in to all the hate.
    ...
    Security outside the car,
    They can't reach me now.
    I'm going far away from this,
    The razor told me how.
    ...
    Darkness overwhelming me,
    The pictures begin to fade.
    Funny how all this started off,
    With one cut of the razor blade.
    ...
    As my life drains out,
    I think of how I got here.
    I was just so depressed,
    And the razor was always there.
    ...
    I told myself it was okay,
    Because it didn't threaten my life.
    Now all that I have left,
    Is my bloodied pocket knife.
    ...
    One cut two cut three cut four,
    I'm not alive now anymore.
    Four cut three cut two cut one,
    The razors work is finally done.

  20. PainOfAPoet* PainOfAPoet*
    posted a quote
    February 3, 2013 8:49pm UTC
    How Can I Forget?
    How can I forget you,
    After everything we’ve been through?
    How can I forget our past,
    What these memories will forever last?
    How can I forget your name,
    When for always it will plague my brain?
    How can I forget out love,
    When nothing from you was always enough?
    How can I forget my pain,
    When the hurting comes and goes with the rain?
    How can I forget my sorrow,
    When it follows me into tomorrow?
    How can I forget your choice,
    When because of you I lost my voice?
    How can I forget so much,
    When everyday I try to keep in touch?
    How can I forget the memories,
    When without you I cannot breathe?
    How can I forget this change,
    When for the longest time it was all the same?
    How can I forget what went down,
    When you decided you don’t want me around?
    How can I forget the pages,
    When this story has been nothing but mazes?
    How can I forget our song,
    When it’s all I’ve got left now that you’re gone?
    How can I forget what you said,
    When the words play always inside my head?
    How can I forget our fate,
    When what was once love has turned to hate?
    How can I forget I was wrong,
    When you were right all along?
    How can I forget Te Amo,
    When I was giving you my love to borrow?
    How can I forget to remember,
    When you said we’d last forever?

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