song for chapter: kiss me slowly - parachute
"Forever"
chaper five.
I froze for a moment, lost in his eyes, that gentle smile of his, the way he rubbed his thumb softly over my hand, the way his eyes still sparkled in the dimmed light. But then I snapped myself out of it 'Melody' I thought 'Remember Melody'.
I pulled my hand back quickly, pushing some of my hair behind my ear.
"Whats wrong?" Finn asked, his eyebrows went down, worried.
"I shouldn't be doing this, Finn. I shouldn't be here." I said with guilt.
"Because of Melody? Don't let her hold you back like that, Alice."
"No."
"Then what?
"Because I know about you, I know what guys like you are like; you date all the girls, tell them that you love them, be all wonderful.. then you get bored and leave with someone else. Just like you did to Melody."
Finn paused, his gentle smile dropped, I could see the sadness in his eyes, I instantly felt guilty. I shouldn't have said that, I shouldn't be so quick to judge.. But I also shouldn't have been so quick to accept this date here, I was horrible.
"Can you just try to trust me? I'm trying to change." he told me quietly.
"I'm trying, I really am." I replied softly, in a really caring way.
"Do you think its possible to fall for someone in a matter of weeks?" he asked.
"Are you talking about me?" I asked, in almost a whisper.
Finn bit his lip and looked at the table for a few seconds, before looking back to me and nodding, giving me a weak smile and standing up, taking my hand and leading me out of the cafe, I guess we were just going now, I didn't get why.
He stood there, looking at his bike. I stood close to him, our hands just touching.
He looked down at me with those gorgeous brown eyes, he looked so loving, I smiled gently, and before I knew it, his hands were lightly on my waist and we kissed. It felt right, like everything around us just stopped and nobody else mattered and everything was okay again, of at least in this moment.
For the first time in a long time, I felt complete.
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