I can honestly say I've never felt this awful in my life before. I couldn't look at you without crying my eyes out...knowing how mad I made you. I like to please people so it hurts me to see loved ones upset and I care so much that it hurts so much. I can't even look myself in the mirror, just looking at myself makes me mad again. I can change things, I've done it before of course I can do that again. I'll find a new way to manage, I know I will.
There is a difference between fighting to the death and healthy competition. There is a difference between giving someone work they cant do and giving someone a challenge. There is a difference between someone having so much work they get two hours of sleep and enough to keep them busy. There is a difference between having a breakdown and being stressed. There is a difference between being pushed past your limits to make your school look good on standardized tests and doing your best work. There is a difference between school and learning.