I think highly of myself?
I lay awake every night thinking of how I'm not good enough. I think of every little detail I see when I look in the mirror. I think of how I will never have the best grades no matter how hard I work. I think about how I always say the wrong thing at the wrong time. Of how I will probably amount to nothing and will be another lost name in history. I think of how fat I am and need to loose weight. I think about how much prettier I could be, and every reason why I'm not. I think of much my family hates me and how I have no true friends. I think of how alone in life I am and how there has to be a reason for it. I mentally beat myself up all night every night until I fall asleep.
But I'm sorry I think too highly of myself. Don't worry I'll just add it too the list.