the biggest reason why
i'm really not ready to go back to school isn't necessarily because of work. not even for the people in general. i can deal with that. but i can't deal with having to see him again. i can't deal with having to see the guy who shattered my heart to pieces every single day again without feeling a pain in my chest. i don't want to have to be reminded constantly of what i can't have. i don't want be distracted by him. i don't want to be ignored. i don't want to see him flirting with prettier girls.i seriously just don't.