I've gotten so used to not being able to see you everyday, so used to it that I can cope and go through days just fine without you here. I can be alone or with friends and I would be happy. But when I suddenly see couples together laughing, looking into each others eyes and smiling, cuddling or even simply holding handsl that's when I feel like breaking down. I try and stay strong every day, I mean that's what I've been doing for all this while but I'm always going to see a couple and wish you were here with me, right next to me. It sucks, it sucks so much that I can't hug, see, just simply be with the person I love so much but this is a decision we both made and I don't regret it, I don't wish I was with someone here, and I don't blame the distance; distance was how we found each other and distance will never separate us emotionally.