You're going to go on living.
Because living is a challenge. Not dying. Dying is so easy. Sometimes it only
takes a few seconds to die. But living? That can take you eighty years and you
do something in that time, whether it's giving birth to a baby or being a housewife
or a barrister or a soldier. You've accomplished something. To throw that away
at such a young age, to have no hope, is the biggest tragedy.