I'm trying to lose a bit of weight. I want to be fitter, not skinnier this time. And I've gained alot back since my last spell with anorexia... It's obvious I have, and to a point it's a good thing. I no longer want to be skin and bones, about a week ago I was slipping back into that. I had pictures of motivation on my phone. But they're deleted. I no longer need them, because ever since he drew that butterfly on me, I'm happy. I don't need the razor- though eventually I may slip a little- I don't need that ala carte that I won't eat much of. I will never stop eating again. Because this butterfly may fade but my will power will not. I did 100 crunches and some other simple cardio. Instead of 'forgetting to eat' I'm going to lose it the smart way. I can do this. Stay strong
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