IT'S PRETTY SAD HOW EASILY I GET ATTACHED TO PEOPLE. IF A BOY TALKS TO ME FOR EVEN JUST TWO DAYS, NON-STOP
AND THEN ON THE THIRD DAY STOPS TALKING TO ME, i WILL GET UPSET.
tHAT'S HOW EASILY I GET ATTACHED TO PEOPLE. IT SUCKS BECAUSE I HAVE HIGH EXPECTATIONS AND I USUALLY GET DISAPPOINTED. iT'S NO ONE'S FAULT BUT MY OWN, BUT i CAN'T HELP IT. i REALLY JUST WANT SOMEONE TO STICK AROUND IN MY LIFE AND FOR THEM TO BE PERMANENT.
bECAUSE LATELY, IT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE ANYONE IN MY LIFE STAYS; THEY ALL END UP LEAVING AT SOME POINT. i JUST WISH i HAD A CLIQUE OF FRIENDS SO MAYBE I COULD FEEL LIKE I WAS A PART OF SOMETHING OR FELT AS IF I HAD FRIENDS. I SPEND MOST NIGHTS LAYING IN BED CRYING. I JUST WANT TO FEEL LIKE I MATTER TO SOMEONE AND LIKE SOMEONE WANTS ME IN THEIR LIFE AS MUCH AS I WANT THEM IN MINE.