I can't deal with it
When he's not here
I feel like my life has no meaning
I feel like I have no purpose
There's no need to dress up and look cute
There's no one to impress but him
I don't want anyone but him
He's the only one I need
I can't breathe when he's not around but when he is near me, I still can't breathe
I need his love
I need, I want him to love me like I love him
He's what makes my world go 'round
He's what makes my day better
He's what turns my frown into a smile, just because he's there
And just because I know he's near
I find myself doing things I wouldn't do otherwise
I'm crazy for him and he doesn't even know
So now I'm sitting here on this ruined day
It's ruined cuz he's not here
He's the reason why I wake up and go to school
He's the thought going through my mind when I go to bed til when I wake up
Then, I wake up, knowing I'm going to see him
And when I don't, its heartbreaking
I can't describe it any other way