then
you'll have
the nerve
to ask me
why i'm feeling this
way.
your heart might beat
another ten million
times before i
get the chance
to say,
it's because i
needed you.
i've always
needed you
more than you needed
me.
but you were
only there
when you
had no where
else to be.
at times you tried to make it
better,
but it was
always like
that.
you did so
well when it
didn't matter.
now i'm the
sensitive one
wiping tears
hurriedly before
you enter the
room.
now i'm
the difficult
one who left
too early
when everything
was good.
