Wednesday 8/10/16
Current Status: Still feeling suicidal and very
depressed. Made an emergency appointment with my counselor for
tomorrow, and we have our first couples counseling appointment on
Friday.
A lot has happened since my last (and first) post. The negativity
between my fiance and I has gotten even worse. A random girl texted
him and he won't tell her to stop. She texts him late at night
and he does nothing about it but laugh in my face because it
bothers me.
He seems to think that he is going to be allowed to tear me apart
in couples counseling, but I think he's in for a surprise.
Main point is, I still want to kill myself.
****If you are confused by this post, please refer to my first
post. You will understand the purpose behind this.
whatdoidoo · 7 years ago
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I wish you the best of luck in couples counselling and I'm proud of you for acting to make things better. Mental illnesses are not fun, and tension in relationships don't help. I hope you have the courage to do whatever you can to help yourself. Always put yourself first. And please, keep on living. You can do this. There are better things to come.