"When I was 7, I wanted to be 8. When I was 8, I wanted to be 12.
When I turned 12, I just wanted to be 18. Then after that I stopped
wanting to be older…I feel like I’ve spent my whole life so far
wishing it all away. Always wishing I was older, wishing I was
somewhere else, wishing I could remember and I wishing I could
forget too. Wishing I hadn’t ruined so many good things because I
was scared or bored."
