or do you simply not
care? i want to know how you feel, whether you feel anything or
not. i want you to know if you ever reminisce about the fun
times we had, the funny jokes we shared, my weird quirks that
seemed to get on your nerves. i wonder if you appreciate and
miss my adoration of my unique interests now. i want to know if
you regret not being able to give it your all or treat me the
way i wanted you to in our relationship. i want to see you get
jealous when i flirt with other guys. i want to see you act
confused when i walk down the halls and act like i could care
less about your existence. i wonder if you'll ever sit down
someday and think to yourself "wow, she was a dámn great
girl". or maybe i never mattered to you, and maybe i
wasted my time on someone i thought considered me special to
them.
