I know there are some songs that hurt too much to listen to, yet you play them and turn off the lights and cry until you fall asleep. I know that you're in love with your own sadness, you're in love with the way that it clings to you and never seems to leave. I can see it in your eyes, the way it hurts to be alone but its becoming almost comforting. the pain has almost become comforting to you, I know because I fell in love with my sadness the same way you fell in love with yours and It probably would have killed me if I had not ended things with it. I know you like to stay in your room with the door locked, ignoring texts from your best friends. I know how hard it is to pull yourself together and get out of bed the morning after he broke your heart. I want to tell you that you don't have to be with your sadness forever. I know how hard it is at first, I know how hard it is to try and live without him. but I promise you, it gets better