as i'm sitting here, procrastinating - like always, nothing new - i had this urge to share with you all some thoughts i've been having. it's really important to be yourself (lol, raise your hand if you've heard that before *every hand on the face of planet earth raises*). whatever, it's cliché but it works. if you think about it, it's exhausting to constantly be worrying about what other people think. YOU are living YOUR life therefore it is important and should be your priority to make YOURself happy. see what i mean? be you. when you finally reach that point when you honestly just don't give a care in the world about what other people think, it's the most freeing thing in the world. now, let me explain something: there will be a piont where you finally think "i'm done caring what other people think" and then you'll try your best not to care, but you still will. but, stick with that mindset because out of the blue there will be a moment when something will happen and you won't care. none, nothing, nada, zilch. and you won't realize it at first, but then you'll have a moment of pure realization, and you'll think "wow, a couple of months ago i would have really cared just then... but now, nothing." it's a good feeling, and you'll want it to continue. trust me.