alright, i've
finally given up fighting
i can no longer be strong
this is the worst of
all nights i've had
i've cried so hard to
the point my throat felt
swollen and i couldn't
breathe correctly
i need help and people
keep telling me how
bad it's going to get and
you're the reason why it's
getting worse
stressing me the fu.....ck
out till the point
you're making me sick
of people and sick
of myself
i realize i'm bad and
you constantly reminding
me won't make me
get better, just let me
do something on my own
i've lost sleep and
hunger now.
quicker and quicker
my hair too. but
you don't know how
hard it is to tell
someone how horrible
you feel when you just
want to forget yourself
i can't help the way
i am. i'm sorry i can't
be the way you want
me or act how you
want me to act.
i'm sorry i can't live
you to your high
expectations
i'm sorry.
i can't help that
i'm one big
fu...ck up
and don't you fu.......cking
dare come and tell me
i'm beautiful, strong,
worth it
that's one big fu....cking lie
i'm one big fu.....cking
disaster that needs a lot
of professional help.
so there.
you got me to spill.
am i okay?
no i'm fu...cking
not
