I never would have
imagined losing someone so close to me so early in life, someone
who was so happy and selfless. I can't believe you missed all
of senior year and graduation, I just can't. And on rough
days you hit me so hard that I don't want to do anything but
cry. I really thought it would get easier. I really thought that
I would be able to handle you not being here and believing you
are here with me in spirit, but it is so hard on days when you
want to curse at God for taking such an important person from my
life. I miss you so d*mn much. I just want to get your old boring
texts asking to hang out or to see a really awkward selfie that
you always posted on instagram. We haven't forgotten about
you down here, please don't forget about us up there.
I love you Shay.
