i missed
you every
hour.
and you
know
what the
worst part
was?
it caught
me completely
by surprise.
i'd catch
myself
just walking
around
to find
you, not
for any
reason,
just out
of habit,
because
i'd seen
something
that i
wanted
to tell
you about
or because
i wanted
to hear
your voice.
and then
i'd realize
that you
weren't there
anymore,
and every
time, every
single
time, it
was like
having
the wind
knocked
out of
me.
