One Morning when you come in my room to wake me up for school .. I
won't be in my bed sleeping . I will be somewhere else . Trying
to get away from all of the monsters that ruin my self esteme
.
Those times that you asked if I was okay , and all I said was
"Yeah I'm perfectly fine ." I was lying . And after
that lie I told every single day . I went up in my room to numb my
pain . To watch my wrist bleed , to cry my eyes out , to scream but
nobody heard me .
Don't worry about me when I'm gone . Don't send search
teams out for me . I will be fine . Even if I get lost , it will be
better than going through all of the pain those people make me go
through . Just trust me I will stay in touch with you guys .
Make sure Kelsie stays herself for me . Don't let her cry .
Make her laugh when it looks like she wants to cry . Sing her my
"Don't cry" song . It makes her laugh . I can't
worry about her enough .
Like I said don't worry about me . Just be happy that I'm
finally happy .
