It's crazy how much has changed in this last year... A year ago, I met you. We had our first kiss on your friends couch and ever since then I knew I wouldn't be the same. I fell from you right from the start and here I am, a year later, lying in bed night after night unable to sleep because all I can do is replay those memories in my mind. Last year, nights weren't spent in the dark crying into a pillow, wondering why things went wrong and how much things have changed. I'd give anything to go back. I miss you more than words can explain, and although I have convinced everyone that I'm over you, that it doesn't hurt anymore, that I'm better now, I can still feel the emptyness in my heart that you used to fill. And it's on nights like these where it makes itself most noticeable, blatant, unavoidable. I need you back. Things aren't the same and I don't like how it makes me feel. I hate this new change. I want you here again. Come back...