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Heyy, im Anastacia! Im 21 & I love my life. BOSTON will always be my hometown, but now I'm living the Cali life.(;

This is the love of my life Anthonee, anthonee passed on 8/9/2010 was one of the hardest days of my life. I have no kids with him personally but I do have his son Anthonee Jr. He is going to be 9 on thursday I stared talking to anthonee when his mom was 3 months pregnant she was "happy" & with another man. Me and anthonee just started talking. 6 months later she had Jr. then went home and put jr in his crib and killed herself in front of the baby & ever sense that day i have been raising him her family wants NOTHING to do with him but you know what that little boy has changed my life compleatly me and anthonee talked for 2 years before we got official we wasnt seeing anyone else just wanted to take things slow. I raised that lil boy, he calls me mom he is MY LIFE! On Feb. 14 2010 it was our 6 years from meeting and our 4 years of being official he proposed and everything was fabulous. Until he called me on 8/8/10(we went camping at a lake house his parents own me and Jr went up with his parents) & told me and his family to come outside to help him with some groceries he had to pick up, we all went outside and thats when it happened a girl drunk texting and driving ran the intersection going tripple the speed limit smashed into his side and pinned him between her car and a pole. After seeing the WHOLE accident I was frozen, I ran up to the vehicles ripped the girl out after seeing my fiancee and started beating on her i compleatly blacked out and didnt know what i was doing. I was arrested and out within 2 hours. I went to the hospital he was on life support and was gone the next day. I still have Jr. & he reminds me everyday of his daddy, if i didnt have Jr. to help me get through all this i dont know were i would be today & the killer is serving life after fighting and fighting and millions spent on lawyers.

This man right here is the love of my life. I could of never imagine spending 6 and a half years with someone else. You had and always will have my heart. Baby, your amazing. Rest easy my love. Gone but never forgotten. ♥ R.I.P Anthonee Joseph Taylor♥02.14.1990-08.09.2010♥

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November 12, 2013 9:48pm UTC

I really need new texting buddies.

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October 23, 2013 1:46am UTC

Its been 1,171,236 days sence I lost you & my heart still breaks daily just thinking about you. I love you baby always have always will.
Rest easy Anthonee Joseph Taylor. 1/1/2006 A&F.<3

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August 25, 2013 5:18am UTC

Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this; You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that "Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up." Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad... Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn't know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days. It's two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't succeed like you did, but she tried...your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked before, i'm here for you.

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August 24, 2013 4:24am UTC

Favorite If You're Still Awake. :D

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August 22, 2013 2:25am UTC

trust is like an eraser it gets smaller after each mistake.

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August 21, 2013 5:20am UTC

Being single is better than being in a relationship with someone who fills your heart with doubt.

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August 21, 2013 5:17am UTC

The only person you can guarantee will still be there in the end is yourself!

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August 21, 2013 5:15am UTC

You don't need to prove anything to anyone. You don't have to justify yourself. It's your life. It's about time you go and prove something to yourself.

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August 21, 2013 4:28am UTC

You were given this life because you were strong enough to live it.«3

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August 21, 2013 4:21am UTC

I'm a little drunk on you and high on summertime.[;
-Luke Bryan

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August 21, 2013 4:18am UTC

You were given this life because you were strong enough to live it.«3

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August 21, 2013 4:16am UTC

No regrets just lessons learned.(;

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