In total, it was seven months. Seven months
where I felt like the
most beautiful girl in the world.I knew it was going down
hill,
but when the person you love most in the world turns around
and says they don't love you, everything falls apart. The
person
you leaned on, your crutch, is now gone. Once again, you're
alone,
but this time no one is there to guide you. Every memory you
had,
every good time, suddenly means nothing. It hurt, my heart
was
breaking. Not literally, but it sure felt like it. He just flat
out said
"I don't love you anymore.", and what are you
supposed to do?
A lump builds in your throat, but you have no choice but to
swallow
it. You can't be immature. You can't say, "I hate
you", but you
have to say something, so what do you say? You have to
express
to whom ever broken your heart, exactly how you feel. "It
makes
me sad that you don't love me anymore, but I'm sure that
a piece
of me will always still love you, and probably never get over
you."
And then you turn on your heals, and walk away, as fast as
you
can, because crying in front of someone who just broke you is
not
right. Why should they get the satisfaction of your
tears?
