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kaitlinsaraa

Status: so passing out during blood work is terrifying

Member Since: 19 Jul 2011 02:31pm

Last Seen: 9 Oct 2015 07:41pm

Birthday: June 19

Gender: F

user id: 196769

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hi,                                                                    
i'm Kaitlin. i'm a short blue eyed brunette. i'm a psych major at SUNY Geneseo
with my two best friends from high school.   i'm nineteen,the youngest of five
children, my oldest nephew is only four years younger than me.    i love kpop,
i saw Infinite in NYC on 11/16/13 ∞  i saw and met Block B on 6/22/14 & i love
    country, i saw Chris Young, David Nail and Randy Houser at Tags on 9/20/13.
follow me ; on instagram @kaitlinsaraa ; kaisaraa.tumblr.com                           
i've been on witty since November 2008, it's changed a lot. but i love it here

rest in peace daddy, i'll see you again someday.. 32057†12114

  1. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    September 8, 2014 4:35pm UTC
    today i cry;
    i wish you happiness forever, goodbye.
    ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡†♥

  2. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    July 21, 2014 12:11am UTC
    today marks half a year, six whole months, that i've spent on earth without my best friend; my father.
    i'm proud of myself that i've made it this far, but going the rest of my life without him seems impossible.
    we didn't know he was sick, there was no way we could've known according to the coroner. he had just helped me move into college five days before he died & four hours before he died i texted him telling him that i was okay and making friends; it was like he waited to know i was alright. he found a way to tell me happy birthday from beyond the grave. i can feel him here with me every single day, but i really want to see him one more time. he always hugged me and made the tears stop when i was hurt, but now i feel so broken and there's no one to make me feel safe. my anxiety has sky rocketed but i'm trying my hardest to get through each day. it's so weird every night not hearing him come home from work, it's so weird being in the house without him; everything is so different. but i've made it this far, i will keep going. i just miss him.
    to everyone that has lost a parent- i'm here if you ever want to talk, we can cry together.
    to everyone that still has their parents- please cherish every moment, life is so unfair.
    32057†12114

  3. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    June 25, 2014 12:44am UTC
    i just want someone to hold me until all my broken pieces fit back together

  4. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    May 23, 2014 2:34am UTC
    liking kpop is fantastic
    until your favorites are finally coming to your country aand you live on the wrong coast
    [bangtan is headlining kcon 2014 in LA and guess who lives in new york]
    i'm super excited for them but ugh

  5. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    May 19, 2014 12:52am UTC
    "he's looking down on you smiling"
    yeah, that's the problem.
    he can never look at me and smile again.
    32057†12114

  6. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    May 15, 2014 11:48pm UTC
    some days i don't even cry,
    others i bawl until i can't breathe.
    some days i do everything in my power to make you proud,
    others i just lay there and stare at the ceiling.
    some days i wake up and forget you were taken from us,
    others i wake up in a panic because i saw you in a dream.
    some days i want to give up,
    others i know that's just not an option.
    everyday i pray to wake up on January 21, 2014 and not be told my daddy passed away.
    i want to wake up on January 21st and go to class, not scream at the top of my lungs.
    i want to not have night terrors where i wake up screaming because i swear i felt your hug.
    i want to tell you about how college is going because i really love it here.
    i want to call you for words of encouragement during finals week.
    i'm so glad you got to see me graduate high school,
    i'm so glad you got to see me move into my dream college.
    but we were supposed to facetime that Friday. you told mom you were excited for that.
    you were supposed to see me graduate again, this time from college.
    we were supposed to have a daddy daughter dance at my wedding.
    i don't want to go to your final resting place and weep instead of you giving me away.
    i was supposed to see your face light up with joy when i told that your little girl is starting a family.
    i want you to be there holding my hand when i have your first grandchild.
    i want them to know their grandpa.
    i want them to know he's the greatest man that ever walked the earth.
    i want them to know that he gave so much for his country and his family.
    i want them to know that because of him i didn't give up on anything i wanted to do.
    i don't want to go to grief couseling and tell them all the wonderful things about you.
    i don't want to continue writing in a journal you said you liked four days before you died.
    i want you back.
    i want to drive to Wal Mart listening to kpop just because.
    i want you to tell me we don't have money for that makeup bag this week.
    i want you to be on my case about getting a job.
    i want you to yell at me when i do something wrong.
    i want you to be a smart aleck and annoy me.
    i want you to be back on your computer playing that game i never understood.
    i want you to lecture me on waking up when Cami wakes up.
    i want to watch family feud with you everyday before you leave for work.
    i want you to tell me to do the dishes everyday before mom gets home.
    i want to have you call at 7:12 on the dot on your lunch break and hear you say "i love you"
    i just want you back daddy, life hasn't been the same since you were given wings.
    everything's so scary down here on earth without you to scare away all the monsters.

  7. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    April 21, 2014 2:55pm UTC
    three months ago, my hero was granted his wings.
    at this time three months ago, we were planning his
    funeral years before we thought we'd have to.
    there hasn't been a day within these three months
    that i haven't prayed to wake up and have him back.
    i've gone three months without my dad.
    & it's been the three worst months of my life.

  8. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    March 24, 2014 11:01pm UTC
    i'm not living, not really.
    i'm just going through the motions of how things used to be.

  9. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    February 21, 2014 11:38am UTC
    one month ago,
    i was getting ready for my first day of college classes.
    one month ago, my brother called and said he was
    passing through campus and said he was gonna stop
    and see me. one month ago, my sister-in-law told
    me to sit down. one month ago, my brother said
    "mom tried waking your dad up this morning, and she couldn't..."
    it's been one month. i miss you daddy.

  10. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    January 29, 2014 7:05pm UTC
    i just wanna hug my dad again...
    32057-12114 i miss you♥
    i'll see you again someday

  11. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    January 9, 2014 2:29am UTC
    but what i miss the most
    is having someone to text at 3 in the morning
    when i'm sick or too upset to sleep

  12. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    December 29, 2013 4:50pm UTC
    i'm coming up on my five year witty anniversary,
    and i want to thank every single one of you.
    because of all the witty girls throughout the years, i've
    found strength when i didn't think i was capable of it. i
    came on here when i needed advice and when i
    needed a laugh. » i joined when the top quotes were
    voted on, not faved. i remember every witty fad we
    had. through it all i discovered my college major.
    i love you all, thank you. ♥

  13. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    December 28, 2013 8:07pm UTC
    i wanna hold you,
    but i don't wanna hold you back...
    i love you enough to let you go
    come back to me

  14. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    December 27, 2013 1:04am UTC
    don't worry i won't take him cuz i ain't that low,
    but i want your boyfriend.
    just thought you should know

  15. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    December 26, 2013 9:43pm UTC
    we went from talking everyday for four years,
    to not a single response in two months.
    i'm really not okay with this

  16. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    December 25, 2013 10:38pm UTC
    today was the first holiday in five years that we didn't exchange a
    "have a good time with your family, i love you so much"
    i'm trying so hard to be okay with that

  17. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    December 13, 2013 3:41pm UTC
    i know that you're moving on,
    i know i should give you up ...
    but i keep hoping that you'll
    trip and fall back in love.
    » time's not healing anything,
    baby this pain is worse than it ever was. ♥

  18. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    December 10, 2013 9:41pm UTC
    please don't you ever give up.
    i wanted to give up a few years back, but i refused to let my demons win.
    it's taken me 18 years, but i love who i am now.
    i would've never known that it would get better if i gave up.
    you can do this.
    i love you.

  19. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    November 18, 2013 10:22pm UTC
    i just need to know if everything will be okay in the end..

  20. kaitlinsaraa kaitlinsaraa
    posted a quote
    November 12, 2013 7:59pm UTC
    he broke up with me three months ago,
    he's been turned down by seven girls since then &
    i've been asked out by six guys in the same time.
    lol, i win.

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