I don't even know how some people can even be happy some days.
Everyday I stand in the mirror I'm ashamed of myself because who I am,
I can't even follow my own dreams without people judging me.
I don't even know how to let it all out so I just burst out into tears.
Nobody sees anything in me, not even my parents.
I try my hardest and ALWAYS fail at school.
All of my "friends" alway's call me fat and ugly, and call me worthless.
All I want to do is prove everybody wrong but that almost seems impossible.
I just want to be myself, but I can't, because everybody just judges me.
It seem's like everybody has forgotten what true friends are,
and what family are there for,
and what respect is.
All I want to be is a superhero, to help someone. To actually make someones life better, and to live my dreams.
I don't want to look back in 50 year's time and realized I wasted all of my time.
because that is how I feel ive done with my whole life.
I don't even know what to do anymore. I don't even want to go to school.
I honestly feel like utterly nothing.
I wish everybody could see what I see in myself.