I am completely terrified of death.
It's a fear that keeps me up day and night, breaking me down to the point where I just feel like I'm going to burst into tears. I don't want to find out what happens after I die - I don't want to find out that there's an afterlife, because I am sure I'm going to Hell, and even if I don't, Heaven scares me too. The mystery of it all makes me want to scream. But I know that even if everyone somehow finds out what does happen after you die, I would still be horrified. Just the thought of no longer existing, but still, somehow, going on forever is just too much for me to handle. Some people say that death is just like sleeping - except you don't wake up. This also frightens me. I don't want to sleep forever; I don't want an afterlife; I don't want my life to repeat over and over again, but not remember my last one.
I don't want to die.