Nobody REALLY understands the hardships someone goes through


I mean sure, they'll try to understand because they know a similar situation. 
but they never understand the exact thing you're going through.

Like me...no matter how hard I scream, no matter how hard I try to let someone know whats up
nothing comes out except "nothing much"

if I do say something, they dont get it and I end it with a "nvm" and drop it. 
Its a constant struggle, is it sad? yeah. but its a saddness i chose. 

no need to let the ones you love get confused over a matter only you get